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Life isn’t always easy. And it’s time for me to open up to all of you. I’m always honest to all my loyalest fans, and this post is no exception. Mental Illness is a real thing, and i want to use my local fame to speak out about this issue, as not many in Los Santos acknowledge it. I’ve had anxiety/depression related issues since i was 14. Many at this age have a couple bad days, and then self diagnose with 205 mental illnesses. Now that wasn’t the case with me. I was not confident in myself. I didn’t believe i would ever be happy in life. I couldn’t imagine myself with a family. I couldn’t imagine myself getting anywhere in life. I didn’t imagine.. life. My anxiety was so bad, that i feared embarrassing myself when ordering fast food. Once, i ordered something at the cinema and i got an order wrong, i ordered a drink instead of popcorn. And i was really embarrassed, my cheeks went bright red. The cashier was trying not to laugh. And that moment struck me. My friends all left me behind, id always make up some excuse not to go out with them. So they’d just not ask. That struck me hard. My circle started tearing apart and further apart, until it was just occasional texts. And all these significant moments struck me harder and harder each time. and it was becoming unbearable. I had a not so brilliant idea. I thought, maybe, just maybe, my life and self would be better off if i ended it. I believed that would benefit the world. Because i mean no purpose. I never played any sport, just an occasional hop about on the court. I didn’t dress the way the kids at my school did. I didn’t catch onto the latest slang. I was never active as a teen. I never had a job before i was 16. i didn’t have similiar topics as other amongst my age. I meant nothing to nobody, is what i believed. I knew i needed to get through this. So i did. I focused on what i love most. Cars, photography, art. I looked into careers relating to those, and just before applying for auto design at Pfister, a lot of investors saw my photography, and gave me funding money. A lot of it. I assume it was more than Bleeter had. Suddenly, i was truly happy. Not because of money, but because of where i was in life.

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