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#fearfood challenge over here! 🙋
Super scary #afternoonsnack has been this CREAM CAKE 😍 😍 It was such a big challenge 😱 but I kicked anorexia in her ass and enjoyed this beauty 😍
It is really hard for me at the moment.
Anorexia is constantly screaming at me and this makes me almost crazy. I am crying very often..
My whole body is shaking while eating but I always think of my life and of my goals, I scream back louder than anorexia and I'm doing exactly the opposite of what anorexia tells me! 💪
Yes, I always feel guilty for eating. Yes, I struggle with my weight gain. Yes, I have a really, really bad body image. I feel bad, worthless, fat, not good enough. But I WON'T GIVE UP! This illness ruined my life and it almost ruined me. I won't let anorexia control me any longer 👊 I will do exactly the opposite of what anorexia tells me to do 👊 EACH AND EVERY DAY, AT EACH AND EVERY MEAL! I AM A FIGHTER and I WILL WIN THE BATTLE AGAINST ANOREXIA 💪 Lots of love to you 💞

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Hey guys hope y’all having a wonderful day 🤗 today’s afternoon snack was so delicious 😍 my grandma made me rice porridge with fruit chutney and it was so good💞 today included some struggles and thats why I’m chilling a lot more today🙈 #oatmeal #oatporridge #cherry #berry #chuntey #coffe #café #cappuccino #recovery #anorexiarecovery #ed #edrecovery #love #struggles #fight #anorexiafighter #anorexiafight #anorexiasucks #anorexiasurvivor #anorexiastruggles #anorexiastruggle #recoverymeal #recoverydrink #recoverylife #recoveryforlife #anorexiawarrior #anorexiawontwin #recoveryroad #recoveryforme #anawarrior

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hey, i’m becca and i smoke weed every day! i’ll be honest, i’m still pretty self conscious about my cannabis use. there is still so much stigma about using marijuana to treat pain or any health condition (physical or mental!) that even i, a “true believer” sometimes gets caught up in it. but i can truly say that without it i would not have made half as much progress this year. here are some marijuana related wins:
🌳 i exercised more because i felt less self conscious when medicated.
🌳 i was able to titrate off antidepressants i’d been on for 7 years.
🌳 i’ve been able to handle incredibly stressful situations without engaging in maladaptive behaviors.
🌳 i has hunger and fullness cues for the first time in years.
🌳 i lost 30lbs with out any real effort. 🌳 i have a connection and understanding of my body i didn’t have before.
so, if you hold stigma about marijuana users i want you to stop and think...what is that about. where does it come from? is it political? racial? classist? i’m not here to judge but we all have our own internal biases but sometimes all it takes is a quick inventory of ourselves and a little research to make a change!

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Breakfast this morning. I haven't had eggs in a really long time, so it was a good challenge! I have my first session back with my therapist today! AND I got the job that I interviewed for yesterday! I should be starting sometime next week! I'm super excited and a little nervous .
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#bulimia #bulimiarecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #orthorexia #orthorexiarecovery #edrecovery #edcommunity #edfamily #edwarrior #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorders #recovery #outpatient

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Bonjooour,
Comment allez vous ?
Aujourd'hui je suis plutôt fière de vous dire que mon rendez vous hier c'est très bien passé! Mieux que ce que je m'attendais, comme m'a dit une certaine personne encore UN PAS DE PLUS EN AVANT ! Moralement c'est un peu dure à accepter mais c'est ce qu'il faut ! Et puis merde on veut vivre !

J'espère que votre semaine ce déroule bien pour ce qui ne sont pas encore en vacances et pour ceux qui le sont j'espère que vous profitez bien !

#wednesday#morning#breakfast#apple#coffee#cornflakes#happy#color#fun#ana#anafighter#fight#eat#eatingdisorder#picoftheday#picofday#instamoment#instadaily#instagood#anorexia#anafighting#anorexiarecovery#happy#good#french#girl#week#afternoon

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Things are going great, i like the new place and i like the staff, everyone is nice. #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #edrecovery #recovery #eatingdisorder

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A big thank you too @nutribombz for sending me this! ☺️
Cant wait to give these a go.. and with Carrot cake being my favourite Cake.. I'm sure ill be going in for that one first😁😍
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The flavours all sound and look good😜
- Carrot and Walnut Cake
- Chocolate and Mint
- Chocolate and Orange
- Salted Caramel
All packed with Vitamins and Minerals, Gluten Free, 1 of your 5 a day, Protein, Omega 3 and all made of natural ingredients 😙
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As much as i love my sweet snacks, i also love my snacks that are packed vitamins, fibre, protein and minerals... so i think these are going to be perfect.. especially if I'm on the go!🙌
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Anyone else tried these?☺️
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-#mint#foodiegram#mentalhealth#desserts#darkchocolate #nutribombz#edwarrior #cake#delish #anarecovery#orthorexia #nomnom#prorecovery #munchies#gains#anorexiarecovery#blogger#natural#protein#eatingfortheinsta#amazing#fit#ilovefood#snacks #edsoldier#foodgram#wholefoods#eatingdisorderrecovery#dessert#superfoods

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Buonasera ragazze❣️
Mamma mia che giornata😓
Sono stata tutto il tempo al freddo e alla fine sono tornata a casa come un ghiacciolo, nonostante mi fossi vestita peggio di una cipolla!!
È dura stare dietro alle gare... la giornata inizia presto e ti impegna fino al pomeriggio tardi...
Domani avrò anche una gita a Padova. La nostra classe va a visitare l’università e abbiamo la possibilità di chiedere delle informazioni per le facoltà che ci interessano. Io avrei in mente di chiedere al dipartimento di lettere o filosofia, ma sono anche molto ispirata a quello della difesa sull’ambiente.. non saprei🤔 voi sapreste dirmi qualcosa al riguardo? Ve ne sarei grata😍
Intanto vi lascio con la mia merenda, una mela cotta al forno con cannella e chiodi di garofano🤩🍏
Ci sentiamo😘
#anoressia #anoressiaitalia #anoressianervosa #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorexianervosa #ana #anorexiafighter #anorexiawarrior #notproana #anawarrior #anafighter #fuckama #ed #edfamily #edfighter #edwarrior #warrior #anorexic #food #snack #instafood

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Recovery update: I am doing better than ever ♥️

#anorexiarecovery #hope #life

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🌺 P o r r i d e L o v e r 🌺
➺ Pour celles qui me suivent depuis un moment , vous avez peut-être remarqué mon amour grandissant pour cette invention divine que l’on nomme porridge ! Ce que j’aime c’est qu’il n’existe pas UN porridge mais des milliers de porridge , il y en a pour tous les goûts ! Tous les jours je découvre de nouvelles saveurs et quel bonheur ! Et pour ne pas manquer d’inspiration je me suis procuré ces deux bouquins :
- bar à porridge de @clemencecatz
-porridge & muesli de @pavilionbooks (version anglaise)
Je l’ai ai commandé sur @amazon et j’en suis ravie !
Et j’y ai découvert un porridge overnight qui figure parmi mes préférés: le peanut (eh oui l’amour du PB🥜 encore et toujours😻)
➺ Sinon plus que 2 jours avant les vacances (et bientôt le ski olala trop hâte d’être sur mon snow 🏂)!
➺ Et demain est un jour spécial : rdv avec mon pédopsychiatre à l’hôpital et... ce sera mon ANNIV’ ! Pour l’occasion je vais demandé à mes parents d’aller manger à midi (j’ai 3h de pause entre les cours le jeudi) à mon resto préféré ,et je compte bien me faire plaisir (big dessert en vue😻) !
➺ Niveau moral en ce moment ça peut aller ,je me sens plus libre face aux chiffres, je m’écoute d’avantage etc même si je prévois encore beaucoup.
➺ Voilà voilà pour les nouvelles, j’espère que vous vous allez bien ,courage pour ces 2 derniers jours et pour celles qui sont déjà en vacances que vous profitez bien ⭐️


#porridge #breakfast #porridgelover #anorexia #anorexie #ana #anorexic #anorexiarecovery #anorexiementale #recovery #edrecovery #tca #recover #recovering #anafight

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I didn’t get my chemistry test back 😔at least I didn’t see how badly I’ve done
Just started watching Attack on Titan and it’s so good! I’ve never been into anime but it’s a really good story and the characters are really good as well
#snack is an apple and a pack of chocolate biscuits
#vegan

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Some rank chocolate oats that tasted about as bad as they look 😝 next time I should actually,,,use a recipe 🤦🏼‍♀️😂 (and make sure to use a ripe banana 🍌 😂) ~
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anyways I’m back at school 🎉but like the fool I am I weighed myself and I gained such a truly wild amount of weight in only four days that it’s making the sweet release of death seem VERY appealing. anyone have any tips for dealing with a lot of weight gain at once?? bc I’m kind of freaking out 😰 ~
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ANYWAYS I hope everyone has a good 🐪 day!!! go out there and slay it bbs because you deserve nothing but the best 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖
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Going out for @tweetingrawr ‘s 21st for a meal 🎊 My mind is on the deliciousness I’m going to stuff myself with 😍🍴 before I would be scared and anxious but Nahaaah not today anorexia ... my stomach is rumbling already 😂 #edrecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #anorexiarecovery #prorecovery #feedme #foodisfuel

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••Blueberry Bagel w/ Cream Cheese, Greek Yogurt, and Soy Patty••💕 This was my yummy breakfast this morning!! Today I screwed up with one of my appointments and over booked! Things are just so crazy ahhh! My life is just a weee bit too stressful for this right now 😂 #anorexia #edrecovery #eatingdisorder #depressed #eatingdisorderrecovery #anorexiarecovery #anxiety #depression

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Beautiful cheese, ham & chutney panini with homemade coleslaw from @theblackmulberrycafe 😊. Fell so much in love with Knaresborough, beyond ready to settle there & even found my dream country home 🏡

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DAY 27: Lunch and scary afternoon snack
Happy hump day! 🐪
Wholebran mini roll: •peanut butter, chia and banana 🍌 •avocado hummus, beetroot and octopus
Rocket and beets and mixed 5 bean salad
Then for afternoon snack after dog walking with Dad I had half a white roll and half a seeded roll both with olive oil spread and jam! 😬
#plantpowered #edrecovery #edwarrior #anorexiarecovery #prorecovery #foodisfuel #balancedeating #nourishnotpunish #fooddiary #prorecovery #eatittobeatit #instafood #foodporn #whatveganseat #veganlunch #foodblogger #vegansofig #lunch #vegansofinstagram #veganfood #veganfoodshare #sandwich #recoveryisworthit #vegan #snack #peanutbutter #jam

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Had this for lunch today + an apple and omg it was so so good 🤤
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Overall today was really positive and I had a good day at school but the amount of work/tests we are being given is INSANE and I’m just trying to not get too caught up in that 🙃 I get so stressed about not doing enough revision and I know how much bad grades affect my mental health so it’s become even more important for me to do well is exams and graded work :( but yeah other than that things are goooood and I’ve increased even more to get those last few gains in even though my head it not co-operating very much at all 🤜🏽💪 I hope you’re all doing well and sorry for the uninteresting update xxx 😂

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