#anxiety

I was raised by a mom
Who told me I should never listen to another voice
But my own
Now I've grown up, now I know
That when I'm tryna be myself it isn't so simple
Anymore

Some days I wake up I just wanna hide under the covers
'Cause no matter what I do I'll never be like all the others

I'm a little O.D.D
Most people really don't get me
I'm the girl in the back of the class
Blank stare, don't care, don't ask
I'm a little O.D.D
And I see the way they look at me
I can hear it when they talk that trash
Saying "Any minute she gon' crack"

Oh
My sister, bless her heart
She was the only one who had my back when everyone
Else did not
Looking back, it's crazy
I almost turned into the person people told me I
I should be

Some days I wake up I just wanna hide under the covers
'Cause no matter what I do I'll never be like all the others
Because

I'm a little O.D.D
Most people really don't get me
I'm the girl in the back of the class
Pink hair but I'm wearing all black
I'm a little O.D.D
And I see the way they look at me
I can hear it when they talk that trash
Saying "Any minute she gon' crack"

I'm a little O.D.D
And I see the way they look at me
I can hear it when they talk that trash
Saying "Any minute she gon' crack"

I'm a little O.D.D
Most people really don't get me
I'm the girl in the back of the class
Fuck bitches, get money, book cash
I'm a little O.D.D
Most people really don't get me
ODD ~@heyviolet #depressed #depression #cut #cutting #eatingdisorder #helpme #suicide #selfharm #anxiety #suicidal #worthless #thoughts #crying #hopeless #silentcries #lonely #razor #death #panicattack #pain #triggerwarning

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Was like 30 minutes away from dying from my attempt but I was saved, why?
I shouldn't be here I should be dead πŸ’€
Not like anyone gives a duck anyway?
#depressed #suicidal #suicide #anxiety #depression #loneliness #sadness #psychotic #pyschosis #worthless #pathetic #selfharm #cut #selfhate #abandoned #alone #lonely #disgusting #unwanted

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With so many distractions, it's not uncommon that people everywhere have terrible sleep schedules. β €
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Whether you don't get enough sleep, can't fall asleep, are in too much back pain to even consider sleeping, or maybe you drank a caffeinated beverage a little too late in the day, it can be difficult to establish a nighttime routine.β €
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What you want to do is pick a reasonable time & aim to be in bed around then every night. To achieve this, start unwinding (brush your teeth, put on your PJs, etc)β€” even if you feel the pressure of your back pain, whether you are ready or not. β €
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By entering sleep mode, your brain will be that much more ready to rest when you go to lay your head down.β €
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#backernation #back #pain #backpain #neckpain #backpainsucks #tips #sleep #love #dream #smile #photo #health #goodnight #night #insomnia #cantsleep #music #health #anxiety #TeamNoSleep #Reverbnation #stress #tired #posture #properposture

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Γ—body dysmorphia/dysphoriaΓ—

Some days I wake up and look in the mirror and honestly don't even know who I'm looking at. I'll change outfits at least 3 times and want to throw up.

It's hard to remind yourself that...
1. Your value as a human being is not in how you look.
2. No matter what society tells you you must present as... guess what... you don't.
Some days just the sight of feminine clothes make me ill, while others I want nothing more than a flowy flowery dress on. (And I know i say this with a lot of privilege as a white femme passing person.) It's important to always remember to be gentle on yourself. And spend very little time in front of a mirror, because what you're seeing is probably not what everyone else sees. We are always our own worst critics, and it's easy to get hyper-fixated on superficial b.s. when our society wants to fit everyone into "nice little boxes". #bodydysmorphia #bodydysphoria #mentalhealthawareness #mentalillnessawareness #depression #anxiety #support

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Enjoy my relaxing evening watching game 7 of the ALCS and reading a book. β€œYou are a Badass”. .
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I read this book a couple years ago and thought I’d read it again. It’s a phenomenal book πŸ™Œ Very inspirational. .
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What book are you currently reading?? πŸ“–

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Night snack part 2 because I didn't eat enough today.... OMG I'm panicking right now! I ate so much 😩😩😩😩😩 plz Ana leave my head... let me eat alone and let me eat without feeling guilty 😩😭😭 #bodyimage#bodydismorphia#anaworrior#anorexianervosa#anorexia#nightsnack#anxiety#edfamily#eatingdisorderrecovery

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Got to hear from the CEO of @fightthenewdrug @clayolsen . Amazing movement, been following this campaign since its beginning. A lot of good things are happening now in the world! #FightTheNewDrug is doing so much good right now! .
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#TIWA #TodayIWillAchieve #TiwaPres #YourStoryOurMission #Instagood #PornKillsLove #Addiction #Depression #PTSD #Anxiety #MentalHealth

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I’ve been on the go lately, but I love finding new restaurants to check out when I’m traveling. @pumphousewichita was a great find! #latepost #mompreneur #momboss #blogger

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I’m just saying... I do a lot of that...

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(holidays as ppl # 6/12!) ugh i have no social life and i dont go out on the weekends rip

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New blog post: Sharing how I managed the anxiety I felt turning 35 last week. 🎈
Link in bio β˜πŸΌπŸ‘†πŸΌ
amandaluukinen.com/blog

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A little late to the game for Self Acceptance Saturday.
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In this picture, I was *trying* to get into Warrior. Key word trying. But, my hips locked and stopped me from fully getting into the pose. And I accept that. That's why #bodyneutrality is so important. My body doesn't work right all the time. I have #autoimmune disorders that keep it from doing so. And while I manage them, I still get to feel the frustration and anger from time to time when I need to do something and my 31 year old young body tells me no. Its why I wrote about the intersection of chronic and mental illnesses. #bodypositivity is not for everyone. It's not for me. And that's ok. I accept me and what I am able to do. There are days where my poses are beautiful and nurture my soul. Those are the days I hold on to. #bopo #yoga #yogi #mentalhealth #mentalhealthmatters #bodyacceptance #chronicillness #haes #fibromyalgia #arthritis #sjrogens #depression #anxiety #hope #recovery #ptsd #ptsdsucks

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Clip about mental health from the doc I made with @directorbrandon4 πŸ’› The link is in my bio to watch the whole thing 😊

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Asking for a friend? .
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156/365

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At least I can sleep tonight and not feel anything but I’ll still be waking up tomorrow morning to go through the endless cycle once again #depression #depressed #suicide #selfhate #suicidalthoughts #anxiety

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So I am so confused with my ex right now. He thinks he can still control me and make me feel like shit for who I am and who I am friends with. Like wtffff. Funny part is that he left me for some other hoe who left him for some other dude at our school. Karma is a bitch. πŸ˜‚ moral of the story is that boys suck. #dainty #ana #anorexia #perfectbody #thighgab #depression #depressed #anxiety #eatingdisorder #tumblr #thin #skinny #perfect #bones #size00 #size0 #notme #relapse

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Maybe there's nothing wrong with me and I'm just being over dramatic. I'm starting to panic now. What if I've exaggerated all of these emotions. What if I've been doing all this to myself?
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