#confused

WHAT A SURPRISE!!
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Since day 26 I’ve basically fallen off the wagon. I had a friend come stay on day 25 and basically at dinner I caved and had a few drinks and a cupcake. I had a cold which then got much worse the next day so I continued to eat crap as it was in the house and I was ill so couldn’t be bothered to cook. I’ve then basically not stopped eating the odd chocolate and sweets since then!!!! I then had my friends birthday and because I’ve not been seeing results I just reached a point where I thought ‘what’s the point’ and drank and ate crap again!! That was on Wednesday and I haven’t stopped!! So yup I’ve fallen off the wagon. I’m still exercising but obviously it’s not doing much.
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Basically I realised at the end of phase 1 (4 weeks in) that the eating plan wasn’t working for me. Even with BBG when I was eating less, eating intuitively but also having a bit of chocolate here anc there and the odd glass of wine I STILL saw good results on the scale, in photos and with measurements. So I’m sick of ppl saying ‘trust the process’ and it’s an ‘80 day program’.....I’m sorry but I’ve not seen one person doing this that’s not got visible results so I’m sorry I can’t focus and motivate myself to do something that has done nothing but make me stronger. I don’t care to be stronger, I was perfectly capable of lifting heavy bags before and I don’t need to be stronger. I need to lose visible fat and be my natural body shape, that’s what I need to feel comfortable and happy. That’s the truth. If I’m not changing by doing a timed nutrition plan and I’m not changing by eating a bit of crap here and there then I might as well do what makes me happy instead of doing something that is restrictive and isn’t showing me results.
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I feel like I’m fighting a losing battle and I’m gutted I didn’t see any changes.
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I love the workouts but to be honest I’ve no idea what I’ll do moving forward as I’m desperate to lose fat and fit into my normal clothes. To get that I’m clueless as to if I need to be strict and cut calories even more than 80 Day Obsession suggested it if I just need to eat intuitively but not cave or eat completely differently.

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i’m look, looking at you through a fisheye lens.
#confused #fisheyelens #telescopefish #macrophotography #aquarium #coldwaterfish

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Stuck in pop thoughts...

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巧合?還是刻意?高人總是難以捉摸#confused

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Very confused but chronological order and retained ownership of your content sounds good to me!?
#vero #confused #techwhat

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#baby #like #jade doesn’t know what to #intheface of a #beard #poor #child is a tad #confused 😝 she had her first #knafeh and absolutes #lovedit 😋

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Watching me thro the shower door 😂😂 #confused #nowonder #wtfisthat #poorcat #whale #steamywindows

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How Im feeling this morning 😂😂 #ill #tired #confused #mybaby #waiting

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“But you said I could have a white shirt, Mum!” #wales #england #confused

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Please don't expect me to always be good and kind and loving. There are times when I will be cold and thoughtless and hard to understand.
#thoughts #tired #sickandtired #instagood #thoughtless #time #confused #betrayed

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studio seven
season3 〜 3.5🖤💛🖤
#naoto #studioseven #seven #season3 #season3.5 #cap #confused

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Let me be #confused with all my friends ... Things have become #separated from being #heard by being #solved ... !иgга_$онаи 💬🤔🤔✌️✌️

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Somedays I feel like this.. #unstable #confused #unbalanced

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If уσυ cαη’т cσηνιηcє тнєм, cσηfυѕє тнєм ⁓ ⁓
#tumblr #blackandwhite #night #confused #사진술 #밤 #정국

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Just in case. #Lithuania 🇱🇹 is #Not #Latvia 🇱🇻 and #Latvia 🇱🇻 is #Not Lithuania 🇱🇹. Also #Estonia 🇪🇪 is #Not #Latvia 🇱🇻 and #Tallinn is capital of #Estonia 🇪🇪 and #Riga is capital of #Latvia 🇱🇻. And I am from 🇱🇻, #Riga. Previous week or let's say previous years People seem to have a #Problem with this. Hope this is #Now #Clear to #Everyone who seems to be #Confused...!

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I don't know what i'm stress about, cause i can't figure it out the specific reason is.. I'm not understand either.. 😒😫
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#ineeddoctor #throwback
#memory #inmymemory
#youdidwelljonghyun
#missyou #confused
#sideface #selfie #selca
#face #redglasses #exo
#kpop #kpopfans #exok
#ulzzang #b612 #fashion

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Apabila dlm dilema. Either to take it or leave it.. 😩😩😩 #confused #susahhati

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