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What excuses do you make? Happines is hard to find. I din't catch a break. Maybe i am dying inside...
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She stared back at those haunted eyes which were staring at her then she looked down and the little blue pills that were scattered around. Her hope died when she realized all they would do is make her head spin. Apparently swallowing 20 of them wasn’t enough. They didn’t give her the desired effect, she was hoping she would see the life drain out of her own eyes. She was hoping her frozen heart would stop beating and freeze still like her feelings had a long time ago. Her own image started to double in front of her. The reflection who looked back at her was not who she used to be. This girl who stared back had brown eyes but they weren’t the same. The color of her eyes had not changed but the emotion in them had. The warmth, the hope, the kindness were the things which had changed. Her brown eyes had turned cold.
#suicideisbeautiful #sucide #deadinside #lost #broken #alone #pain #numb #emptiness #fighter #wontgiveup #conquertheworld
#frozenheart #numb #strong #hate #hatred #hatetheworld #fakemask #fakesmile #breathingbutdead #breatingbutdead #suicideisbeautiful #sucide #deadinside
#the_fallen_writer

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The hollow feeling,that just made her feel like screaming her lungs out was there again but when she opened her mouth to scream all that came out was a broken whimper Pathetic she thought with a bitter smile even when she was all alone she was still pathetic she gave a low bitter laugh at that thought and felt herself getting trapped into the abyss of darkness again
#breathingbutdead #lost #broken #alone #pain #numb #emptiness #fighter #wontgiveup #conquertheworld
#frozenheart #numb #strong #hate #hatred #hatetheworld #fakemask #fakesmile #breathingbutdead #breatingbutdead #suicideisbeautiful #sucide #deadinside
#the_fallen_writer

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Her heart was draped in frozen vines almost fully frozen but her eyes held fire. The fire in those haunted eyes was enough to burn the whole world to ashes
#lost #broken #alone #pain #numb #emptiness #fighter #wontgiveup #conquertheworld
#frozenheart #numb #strong #hate #hatred #hatetheworld #fakemask #fakesmile #breathingbutdead #breatingbutdead #suicideisbeautiful #sucide #deadinside
#the_fallen_writer

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tłusty czwartek się zakończył, a pączek pozostał 👍🍩 #flaffy #mumtobe #stillgrowing #woman #fakesmile #polishgirl #mondaymoods

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The feeling of loneliness seeping through her tired body to her heart. She has had enough she thought to herself. She could not believe she was having a mental breakdown right now. She couldn’t understand why she was feeling so lonely, so alone even though she was surrounded by her classmates. She was not in her class though she was in her own dark little world alone crying her eyes out and screaming begging someone to save her or kill her. She touched her eyes but felt no moisture in them and felt a pang of sick, dark pride. She had finally done it. She had finally become numb from outside. She had finally learned how to put on the cold mask of indifference. Is this how I would be forever lonely cold and bitter? She opened her eyes and stared at the ceiling for a few seconds as her head was tilted upwards. Then she looked around the room and felt anger surge through her whole body at the sudden thought that came to her mind. She felt hot raw anger as she clenched her fist to control herself from screaming at everyone for being so cruel. This society is sick she thought to herself. From her right a loud group of boys started laughing at some perverted joke one of their own had cracked. Unlike them she had no friends. Why would someone want to be friend with some nerdy, shy and quite girl right? Wrong. She was more than that but she didn’t know that. She had no idea of how important she was. How different, unique and special she has always been. But she didn’t know that and that had resulted as the painful scratches on her thighs. The bell rang and she packed her things up and walked out of the classroom. She sighed a long, deep, wistful sigh and then put on a big fake smile on her face. She had mastered that smile too. Apparently she was a really good actress because nobody not even parents or family could see through her facade.
#lost #broken #alone #pain #numb #emptiness #fighter #wontgiveup #conquertheworld
#frozenheart #numb #strong #hate #hatred #hatetheworld #fakemask #fakesmile #breathingbutdead #breatingbutdead #suicideisbeautiful #sucide #deadinside
#the_fallen_writer

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I hate life so much

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কিছু কিছু ক্ষেত্রে শব্দ হারিয়ে যায়,
শুধু লেগে থাকে এক টুকরো হাসি
ঠোঁটের কোণে😊
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#instrapic
#instralove
#mood
#fakesmile
#black_white

Pc : @avisekd3

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#fakesmile

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People simple forget that's to be happy it so easy. 😋😜🍦💋💮🌵
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#deletesoon#throwback#focusyourgoal#fakesmile#mondaymood

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Sorry I haven't been very active, I left my phone at school over the holidays and had been in and out of hospital a couple of times for several reasons
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#worthless #broken #depressed #ugly #fat #anxiety #depression #hate #tired #selfharmmm #selfharm #knife #hurt #suicide #suicidal #sorry #death #cutting #cut #selfharmed #selfhate #selfhatred #hatred #fakesmile #depressededits #suffer #useless #crying #anorexic #anorexia

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Up with a puking kid all night, now to get ready for work. Dreams are definitely just dreams for me, I'll always live a toned down nightmare. Faking a smile is getting really easy. 😭
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#fakesmile #tired #exhausted #WakeUp #wakeupandmakeup #coffee #dream #dream #sick #sickchildren #lifeofaparent #lifeofamom #motherhood #daughter #sickkids #headache #caffeine #selfpity #depression #lonliness #lifesucks

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terus saja berbohong sampai aku lupa bahwa kita ada?
#fakesmile

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My baby girl's
"If love was a storybook we'd meet on the very first page ❤️" Model @vionathaniall_
At 📍 Ancol beach city

#belajarfotografisquare #lensamanual #fakesmile #women #womenpotrait #potraits #girl #beach #badgirls #goodgirl

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Good morning... When you had a terribly long weekend and you have to work on President’s Day, when you have a child leading the country... #fakesmile #illgetthroughit #bigheadsyndrome 😂

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Berkarya itu bekarya,bukan numpang tenar,ente gk perlu dukungan org laen,cukup dukung aja diri mu sendiri dan yakin klo ente itu bisa
#valesisme #fakesmile #followme

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It's all about the feel soon I'll b back and I'm working on it😇#popping #dance #cypher @worldofdance @dancersofindia 16.12fever #fakesmile my #attitude my #life my #signature peace out 😎😘popping for life.

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