#januaryblues

I am so scared.
because I know you'll
find someone else,
and forget all about me....
you know this has happened
before,
you leaving, and then moving on-
but I wonder,
I wonder if you remember like how
I remember.
sometimes I don't think we have the
memories of what happened
between us-
sometimes it feels like i was the only
one?
it sure hurts like I was...
it took forever for me to move on
and pick up these broken pieces
while you....you, had no problem
replacing me...
I am not scared of us never being
together again-
you fell out of love, and I can't
change that...
but I'm scared of you forgetting me
entirely...
authors noteโฃ๏ธ: this poem was based entirely off of the movie eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, I always felt like while watching film like Joel eventually understood that he'd never meet & love Clem again...and his biggest fear was that she wouldn't even have any memories of them to fall back on. To feel like to not exist at all is just....so emotional. ๐ŸŽ‚ #moveon #januaryblues #heartbroken #selfdiscovery #joel #eternalsunshineofthespotlessmind #eternalsunshine #joelbarrish #clementinekruczynski #clementine #clem #montauk #poem #poet #poetry #movie #rememberwhen #rememberme #forgetmenot #forgotten #replaced

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doesn't it suck?
doesn't this suck? being in love,
and not being loved back-
watching the one you love
love who they love,
doesn't this hurt?
being hurt, and never getting
over it....
the pain never goes away,
the pain never stops hurting-
but it can grow....
it just never seems to subside.
you know they show you
all of the beautiful feelings that
falling and being in love come
with, but they never show you
the heartaches after it....
the months after it that may
of left scars....
this pain, this pain feels like it is
never,
going to go away....
and it sucks...
authors note๐Ÿ’งโœจ: I honestly just wrote this poem, and I already love it.
#sweetgirls #moveon #januaryblues #heartbroken #selfdiscovery #empty #eyelashesextension #eyelashes #crying #cheater #heartbroken #terrified #tears #glitter #cryingglittertears #poems #poem #poet

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What better way to start 2018 ๐Ÿค”๐Ÿ‡ฆ๐Ÿ‡บ @stuart.patton #australia #melbourne #holidays #januaryblues #excited

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if you took a look into my diaries you'd
shed all of the tears left in your body.
if you took a look at my diary entries
you'd feel my hurt-
you'd feel my pain. you'd feel the pain
it felt to be me when you left...
you'd feel my heart through those pages-
because my heart is on those pages.
you'd feel the hurt of a broken girl-
broken hearted girl-
replaced by prettier girls.
you'd feel those january winds-
the ice in your fingertips.
the tears that ran down my cheeks
for months...
oh you'd finally feel what it feels
to be broken hearted.
authors note๐Ÿ’“: this poem isn't even for me. this is for all the girls who have ever felt less than or 'not good enough' those feelings cut deep. & I love this poem so much. #poetrycommunity #selflove #selfdiscovery #poems #poet #empty #girls #sweetgirls #strongwomen #heartbroken #diary #januaryblues #pink

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those january nights,
those january nights I try to fight.
I can still feel the cold air,
from the window cell,
everything was freezing
over in january.
you froze over.
you shut me out and left me...
those january nights,
I can still feel the tears
falling from my face,
I can still remember the
humiliation.
you had me out here looking like
a fool-
my first love...
all I've ever known,
leaves me
and does this?
I remember those anger filled,
self hating, tear soaked
january nights...
because they come back to life-
oh those january nights?
those are the nights I still fight...
#boyfriend #lovequotes #loveyourself #love #firstlove #la #lips #poet #poems #pieces #poemsporn #poetrycommunity #winter #worrying #snow #scared #january #januaryblues #heartbroken #heartache #happy #betrayed #brokenheart

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Throwback to the tough winter i went through to be able to be where I'm at. ๐Ÿ˜ต๐Ÿ˜ท #januaryblues #winterblues #rough #traveltheworld #globetrotter #carrotsalad #improvised #workeveryday #adventureisoutthere

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I'm so happy and excited to say we've booked our wedding venue! The venue that hosted the gorgeous #januaryblues photoshoot ๐Ÿ˜ Here's one of the images from that shoot that reflects how I'm feeling right now ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ™Œ
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#happy #excited #excitingtimes #booked #wevebookedourwedding #weddingvenue #weddingplanning #weddingstyle #weddinginspo #weddingdress #wedding #model #bridalmodel #bridalmodelling #bridetobe #bridal #bride #2019bride #futuremrs #FutureMrsMilbourn #chloepapworthmodel

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I need a hug... #Januaryblues

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This is a still from our first video we shot together on location in London
Filmed by @original_matt_spike

http://mattspikephoto.com/video.html

#mattspikevideo #adidasoriginals #chavscumboss #london #videoshoot #adidas #stud #adidassnapback #gilet #adidaschile #threestripes #trefoil #Chav #creative #cap
#2014 #januaryblues

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GWๆ˜Žใ‘ใฎ้€ฑใฉ็œŸใ‚“ไธญ(^o^)v

ๆ—ฉ้€Ÿใ€ไบ”ๆœˆ็—…!?ไฝ•ใฆๆ–นใ‚‚ใŠใ‚‰ใ‚Œใ‚‹ใฎใงใฏใชใ„ใงใ—ใ‚‡ใ†ใ‹๏ผŸw

ๆœๆ™ฉใ€ใพใ ใ‚‚ใ†ใกใ‚‡ใฃใจ่‚Œๅฏ’ใ„ๆ—ฅใŒ็ถšใ„ใฆใพใ™ใญ ใ€ŠFLATใ€‹ๆธฉใ‹ใ„ใƒขใƒŽใ‚‚ๆบ–ๅ‚™ใ—ใฆใŠใ‚Šใพใ™ใฎใงใ€ใ†ใพ๏ฝžใไบ”ๆœˆ็—…ใจไป˜ใๅˆใ†ๆ„Ÿใ˜ใงใ€ใŠๆฐ—่ปฝใซใตใ‚‰๏ฝžใฃใจๅพก็ซ‹ใกๅฏ„ใ‚Šใใ ใ•ใ„(^o^)v

#ใตใ‚‰ใฃใจ #ใตใ‚‰ใƒผใฃใจ #FLAT
#ไบ”ๆœˆ็—… #mayblue #mayblues ่‹ฑๅ›ฝใง่จ€ใ†ใจใ“ใ‚ใฎ#januaryblues ?? #ใฎใ‚“ใณใ‚Š #ใ‚†ใฃใŸใ‚Š #ๆ€ฅใŒใš #ๆ…Œใฆใš #้จ’ใ”ใ† ้จ’ใ”ใ†www

#ใ‚ใ‹ใ‚‹ไบบใซใฏใ‚ใ‹ใ‚‹ #ใ ใฃใฆๆ˜ฅใงใ™ใ‚„ใ‚“ #ใพใ ใพใ ๆ˜ฅใงใ™ใ‚„ใ‚“ #ใ ใฃใฆ็†ŠๆœฌใŒๅคงๅฅฝใใงใ™ใ‚„ใ‚“

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January blue bird #showcasecalender #januaryblues #origami

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All day offshores, sunshine and super fun 2-3ft sandy beach breaks in boardies: beat the January blues with a bodyboard holiday in Nicaragua.
Check out our video of Southern Nicaragua. Link in bio.

Photo: @saltshots
#januaryblues #getaway #treatyourself #nicaragua #bodyboarding #warmwater #boardies #surfallday #bodyboard #bbhols #bodyboardholidays #barrel #wave #travel #tona #goodtimes #wanderlust

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่›ใฎใƒใƒผใ‚บใฏใ“ใฎๆ–นๆณ•ใงใƒใƒฃใƒฌใƒณใ‚ธใ—ใพใ—ใŸ๏ผ
โ€ฆใŒใ€ใใ‚‚ใใ‚‚ใฎๆŸ”่ปŸๆ€งใŒใชใ•้ŽใŽใ‚‹ใ‚ˆใชใ€‚ใ€‚ใ€‚ใ‚ใŸใ—๐Ÿ˜‚
@catbradleyyoga ใ•ใ‚“ใƒžใ‚ธใƒชใ‚นใƒšใ‚ฏใƒˆใงใ™โฃ๏ธ
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#Repost @catbradleyyoga with @repostapp
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๐Ÿ”Š Sound on if you need it ๐Ÿ•ช
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Here's a real time vid of how I use my strap for the previous post. Since I thought today was Feb 1st (seriously when will January end already!!!) and almost started my challenge a day too soon I had nothing to post so here is something to tie you over ๐Ÿ‘ˆsee what I did there ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚(I know I'm hilarious I can hardly stand it ๐Ÿ˜‚) .
The longer the belt the easier this is, mine is 10 foot long and as you can see its got loads of extra length so anything from a 6 foot strap I reckon would work. You can tighten it by pulling the lose end once you're all strapped in. ๐Ÿ˜‰ .
#yoga #januaryblues .
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#howto #่›ใฎใƒใƒผใ‚บ #ใƒจใ‚ฌใƒ—ใƒฉใ‚ฏใƒ†ใ‚ฃใ‚น #practiceyoga #yogapractice #yogabeginner #fireflypose #fireflyposetips

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January Blues post up tomorrow at 12pm #januaryblues #depressed #needasilverlining #miracle

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It's raining in Sydney AGAIN. So here's a pretty picture to waking up in a camper van and the only worry is what beach to eat breakfast.. January blues....... oh shit it's march. Where has the time gone ๐Ÿ˜ถ๐Ÿ˜ถ

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Young god Bas #freemind #revolution #ownlane #consciousness #bossmoves

@Regrann from @goodnewsbas - Going Ape Shit On Fake Ass Rappers #GroundZero SPREAD LUV #LikeADread #CosmicGroove NEW VIDEO COMING SOON To A Brain Near YOU๐Ÿ‘€ #LoveHealsHateKills #JanuaryBlues - #regrann

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When I get older, I want a kitchen in my bathroom in my bedroom, so everything I need is within a 50 ft radius: food and a bathtub to sleep in cause we alllll know I'm way too lazy to get out and go to bed ๐Ÿคท๐Ÿฝโ€โ™€๏ธ. โœจ๐ŸŒŠ๐ŸŒ… #puregrenada #Januaryblues #sunsetagain #whotrustsprettygirlsanyway

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