Day 2. Dad is still gone and we have the services set up for Friday. I feel a little awkward saying this but I’m happy that we have it scheduled so we can have closure. He’s a photo of my dad, my nephew, Russell, and me. My dad was a protector and a family man. His favorite thing was to be with his family. I love and miss you dad.
#sad #fuckcancer #itwillgetbetter #imissmydad #wtf #family #unimaginablepain
What do you think hurt me more: This fall off my bike or Hogan’s book? It was the latter by far. #threeherniateddiscs #unimaginablepain #sciatica #couldntwalk #golfdestruction #poormechanics #thatllleaveamark #youngandimpressionable (Though, this video clip might help explain a few things about how I turned out.) #wipeout #bicyclecrash #faceplant #skinnedknee #alwayswearahelmet #hellraiser #eatmydust #trainingwheelsoff #wobbly #lostmybalance #drunkdriving #homevideos #icantlookaway #accident #yardsale #the80s #dontcry #getbackupandbrushyourselfoff #thatsgottahurt #slammedmyhead #outofcontrol
25 is far too young... you still had so much life to live n so many things you wanted to accomplish and so much more to experience and all like that you are gone, flown up to heaven. My baby brother, too beautiful for this ugly world.
Thank you to everyone who is sending love my way and especially to those of you who are supporting our fundraiser to give our sweet Joshua a memorial service that he deserves. With such an unexpected and tragic loss, our family could really use all the help we can get so thank you so very much from all of us.
If you'd like to help donate or share our fundraiser please click the link in my bio @mrsfionda13 Youcaring.com/JoshKingJr (every single bit helps, no matter how small it may seem to You) from the deepest part of my heart, THANK YOU!!
Hard to believe I took this picture outside our little condo two and a half years ago. I still have a storm raging inside of me like I did back then, but at least I had my best friend, my husband by my side to help me tame it. Today that storm rages a little stronger and I’m more alone than ever before. I never imagined recovery would be this way. I thought everything would be better sober, but I guess for me I have to hurt a little longer before I find my purpose and happiness in this life. I may have gained so much in this past year, but God did I lose so much more.
#needprayers #tearswontstop #brokenheart #divorce #stillloveyou #recovery #BPD #panicdisorder #depression #UnimaginablePain #stormysky #lightning #summerstorms #iphonephotography
My favorite #job... being a mother... even though I never got a #promotion ... and there are days I would love to quit... it's still my #favoritejob... wake up before dawn... for this #paycheck called #joy... I have had #sleeplessnights for this job... I have felt #unimaginablepain and #grinandbearit on this job... I have had to be selfless for this job... but it's still my #favoritejob #mommyduties
Unimaginable. Joe & Claryce Holcombe lost nine children, grandchildren, and great-grandchildren (including one in utero) in yesterday’s Sutherland Springs church shooting. (Ref: Wash Post)
#unimaginablepain #transcendenthope #gospeltruth #onlyJesus #holcombefamily #sutherlandsprings #prayingwithgroans
I’m gonna miss you Pops. Thanks for being my Dad. You were a great one and the most unselfish human being I’ve ever met you’d give me your last of anything to make sure I didn’t go without no one could ask for a better Dad. I love you so much. And we will see each other again whenever and wherever that may be. I’ll find you. #forevergrateful #unimaginablepain #RIP #golflife #Dad #illmisshim
@lele_licari Man this shit just broke my heart! my Bd and I got pics like this with our son! Man I'm crying like I knew them! I REALLY KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO HOLD YOUR LIFELESS SON IN YOUR ARMS! AND WAKING UP THE NEXT DAY HOPING THAT WHAT JUST HAPPENED WAS A DREAM/ NIGHTMARE BUT REALIZING THAT ITS REALITY #unimaginablePAIN #CRYINGforYall #restinpeaceayden @lele_licari
^Three Inch Golden Lily^
For over a thousand years chinese men and women pursued the ideal known as `san zun jin lian`, the three inch golden lily or golden lotus.
The driving force behind this desire was complex; it had to do with marriage; it had to do with sex; it had to do with status and beauty and it had to do with duty.
#chinesefootbinding #goldenlily #unimaginablepain #erotictradition #splendidslippersbeverleyjackson
For those that are unaware, October is Pregnancy/infant loss awareness. Today, the 15th of October, is Pregnancy & infant Loss Remembrance day.
I know many of our HT followers have had the heart break of having to live thought such unimaginable pain.
My heart goes out to all those that have suffered miscarriages, ectopic pregnancies, stillbirths, or a loss of an infant. I cannot even begin to fathom the pain.
To my friends that have had to live through such unimaginable pain, just know your little ones are not forgotten. You will always be parents to an angel in Heaven.
The babies born sleeping,
Those we carried but never held
Those we held but could not take home
Those who came home
but could not stay" "The worse pain a mother (parent) can go through is having to give her (their) blessing back to Heaven"
Cuddle your little ones/and not so little ones tightly xx
Sorry to any squeamish people I know. I thought today was going to be a good day. I had a few nice walks, some nice food, I was in a good mood then... my wisdom tooth just decided to collapse in on itself while I was eating dinner. I am in what was previously an unimaginable amount of pain and I have no way to fix it #wisdomtooth #pain #collapse #unimaginablepain #cryingmyeyesout.
A sweet family I know could use ALL the prayers in the world right now. They have been struck with unimaginable tragedy and just need all the prayers and well wishes you can offer.
This family is very near and dear to my heart, along with the hearts of many of my close friends. I don't ask a lot but today I AM asking for you to pray with us!
#holdyourbabiestight #tragediesturnedtotestimonies #thankfulforlittlethings #unimaginablepain #prayerswork
We are so grateful for the love and support we have received this week for Mike! I can't even begin to describe the pain that I have witnessed him go through and will continue to go through, and even seeing it firsthand, and feeling only I'm sure an ounce of the grief that he feels, it is still unimaginable. My heart breaks for him and Milane, and Liz. #firemanpoe #unimaginablepain #loveprestonforever
My heart just aches ... Two families are grieving an unexplainable, unimaginable, horrifying, tragic loss ... Two families we know and care for are suffering from the loss of a child ... Nothing I can think, do, say or even pray is enough ... it is the unthinkable and it shouldn't be ... Absolutely no parent should suffer this tragic loss.
I have no words ... The only thing I do know is that the God that created each of us knows the pain of losing a child ... though nothing I read this morning brings answers to the question, why God?!?! My prayer and hope is that He brings comfort and peace ... comfort and peace in an impossible situation ... All I can run to is this ... Psalm 23
2 Corinthians 4:17
Just no words ...
I have been through some of, what I thought, was the most traumatic, painful events a person could endure. They ALL pale in comparison to losing my child. I never imagined a pain this intense to my soul. It is unfathomable unless you've been through it. I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy and my heart aches for other parents that have dealt or will have to deal with the same pain. I am so grateful that the Lord has been carrying me through this. I can't even express how much!! #imissmybabyboy #survivoroftoomuch #grievingmom #heavenistoofaraway #lordhelpme #makethispaingoaway #untilwemeetagain #unimaginablepain #griefsucks #iwillalwayslovehim #iwillpushthrough
For this #womancrushwedensday I choose me! I've been having the worse couple of months. Bottom line, I'm in a #lupuscrisis and I'm tired of trying to hide the truth. In the last two weeks I have had a major meltdown and felt like I was at deaths door. My insurance is not all together so I have to wait to see my #rheumatologist! So here I am messy hair, no makeup, feeling worse than I have in two years. The one thing that hasn't changed is my self love, now if she could only convince my body and mind to love me back. #worstlupuscrisisever #lupussucks #fibromyalgia #fibrofog #severechronicpain #severechronicdepression #unimaginablepain #justwannadie #itswinning #imlosing #lost #dependentonotherssuck #ireallymissme #pleasedontletthisbepermanent #jesustackethewheel