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😩💯 when u only feel bad for a #weak mufucker cus you use to be them 🤦🏻‍♀️☠️🙅🏻‍♀️☠️

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Authentic Self Portrait - Yes, this is where am most strong- alone. Am an introvert with moments of being an extrovert. Am open, but not open. I think that the bullying/ rejection /sexual abuse/ racism as a child/teen certainly wrecked any self esteem by the time I was 18. Being artistic allowed me a voice when no one was interested to hear and it saved me . And, being alone was safer then trusting people, so I created images in private, that were made public .The truth does set you free 😉💪🥂. My strength comes from my weakness. Owning that “little” person and the humbling experiences faced is what makes me the public face you see. I never let people in behind the wall. If I do, it’s really rare !! .But, to grow I choose to let the wall drop. I will never be the boy next door type that is so popular to date and desired by 98% of gay men. Am not really interested in the images of your perfection , that you had a great holiday , or went to the coolest bar either . Rather , am interested in the side you don’t show . Am interested in your darkness, not just your light. The paradox is what might have damaged me as a child only empowered me as a man ! It’s good to feel small and I find walking along the beach after the gym a great reminder of our fragile place in Nature . I also hope that for anyone reading this it makes a positive impact on you.I love and value those who did that for me 🙏❤️#paradox #weak #strong #creative #notfake #real #honest #fact #humble #strong #whatisyourstory #ocean #god #thankyou #faith #love #peace #forgive #lifeisbeautiful #ironic #fulldisclosure #history #bigsky #bodybuilding #empowerment #childabuse #bullying #notavictim #notavictimbutasurvivor

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#january 16th : End of #cardio week! #strength week now! A #funday at the #gym today with #friends I wish I could leave the audio unmuted but somethings are better off left unheard #dirty #jokes got reallll dirty. I can’t believe how #weak I’ve gotten over the year. Time to #remedy that and #lift . Slowly but surely!
#motivation #motivated #strengthtraining #fun #gymnight #tuesday #weightlossjourney #fattofit #weightloss #health #weights #2018 #gettingthere #2018goals #shawngetsfit

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You monster 😭😭
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Still feel the same. I’m not perfect and I need to start saying that more often. I can’t cover the sun with one hand because realistically if I tried I’d probably obliterate from the heat waves before I am even able to get close enough but that’s just the problem that I think I can and I self-sabotage myself; my thoughts overcome my emotions and my emotions overcome my thoughts and it’s rare they ever are on the same level. I mentioned I am not perfect and trust me I AM NOT and I need to start acting like it. I strive to be better everyday but honestly, at this point, I don’t feel like I’ve come very far because I am just not truly happy with myself. I know nothing lasts forever and maybe these feelings may subside eventually but damn it’s been 20+ years feeling the same. When will it end? Sucks being such a “perfectionist” sometimes too but it’s also scary knowing how much of a failure I would be if I didn’t try to be one. Of how reckless, unstable and all over the place I might end up. Sucks being me sometimes and sometimes I don’t want to be this person anymore. I just want to BE... and not worry too much of what is right or wrong, whether in actions or words. Definitely feel defeated.
You would think someone like me would know what they want for someone who’s always saying they do but it just really hit me of how much I don’t know. Of how scattered my standards are. I sometimes don’t even know who I am anymore and that would honestly break anyone. #WhoAmI #WhereAmI #Defeated #Lost #Found #Thoughts #Emotions #Passion #Afraid #Strong #Weak #SelfAware #Confused #TIRED #Woke I feel everything but nothing at the same time. Ain’t that some shit. 💔

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😭😭😂 I'm done
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I have been feeling very weak, so i have not been doing really anything. I still want to draw, but have not really get anything done.
I hope i'm going to feel better soon, and when i do, i'm going to draw a lot!

#drawing #feeling #weak #depressed #digitaldrawing #urgh #tired

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Buying this when they’re back in Stock lol.

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Every teacher 👩🏫👨🏫

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I have a pre existing medical condition with my eyes 👀, as my eye muscles 💪 are #weak for the past two months I have been avoiding sunlight and any direct exposure to bright light 💡
My doctor in Dubai was helpful he suggested I put tape and eye drops as prescribed ... it’s not something to joke about that I have tiny eyes because you can’t give sight to the blind only god can

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Never Forget 💀💀💀
#KnuckleHeadTv

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How did I forget to post this? Throwback to a few weeks ago when my manager introduced me to @tajgeorge from #SWV! Can’t wait to start writing with you 🎶🎶 Such a #kind hearted person ❤️
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#swv #weak #music #musician #singer #country #musician #nashville #like #follow #songwriter #tuesday #latergram #excited #love #passion #tennessee #instagram #instagood #snowday #connections #motivation #inspiration

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Спойлер 15 главы. Роман "Моя Основная Слабость. Я живу под твоей кожей".
Все главы первой части и вторую часть можно найти здесь👇🏽
◾️https://vk.com/my.main.weakness◾️

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The struggle is real after retesting open work out 13.3 and PRing not only the entire work out but PRing Karen as well (150 wallballs). Legs dead. This is why you lift before you wod. 195 for this nice complex.
#olympicweightlifting #crossfit #liftlab #girlswholift #blonyxathlete #blonyx #ahubnutrition #gostrongerlonger #rocktape #63kg #weak #clean

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They broke his walls down, and took what was not theirs. They twisted his heart and spirit, and didn't even care. All he could see were weak little minds, feeding off of people not evening knowing what they did. It was not the first, but he dealt with it his entire life, just trying to fit in. They brought his anger out of him, knowing he can't control. The walls they tore down, were built to keep a hold. In the midst of it all he stayed calm in the darkness. Still tearing and destroying they didn't just break his heart, they let out all the darkness. He had fought so hard to just be kind and not let it in the world. His walls are being rebuilt, but bigger then this world. Yet, the anger he is thankful to have let out, now they will guard his walls, to make sure his heart and spirit don't get disturbed. There will be no doors to open, there will be no latters big enough, there will be not enough sympathy in the world to be able to cross again. The heart he once gave to the world, he will only give to him.
J.D.
#weak #torn #pain #alone #peace #hurt #stepaway #forgive

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