❤️️🦋Sleeping Well My Donette Rests - Her Unconditional Love As Always Remains - Floating Over & Thru Our Family - Her Spirit Never Died - It Acended & Lives Within Each Heart That Her Life Has Touched 🦋❤️️ 3:40pm 🦋marked 1 whole year since my She-ro, passed away peacefully.
It has been a year of learning to live without that 'beat' in my heart... a year of smiling without that 'light' in my soul... and a year of being stronger in mind without doubting... For I know everyday & every step I take, all that I am, is a personification of my Mothers Life & my Mothers Nature.
Yes I'm still wounded, yes I still hurt & from the hurting I wound others too, not thru choice, but thru pain. In time I will forgive myself as sorry is not enough just yet.
I'm learning to love my time right here & right now & all that share 'this place in time' with me too Mumsie, but it's damn hard sometimes Ma... Damn hard, but still, I do try... sometimes.
Over time, over you, over & over again, I've cried, I've laughed... whilst reflecting, as I remember my Idol & Donette.
I've selfishly wished for JUST ONE MORE DAY just to hear your voice, see your smile, hold your hand & kiss you bye bye one more time... But you send me signs, so many signs for me to know that YOU & THE MASTER were ready that day... And that on that day HOME YOU MUST GO.
Your passing broke my heart into tiny pieces, but Mother it's STILL your love & will ALWAYS BE THAT LOVE that holds all those pieces, perfectly in place... Super Glued with memories that bind your DNA with my DNA 🦋❤️🦋 ❤️🦋🎼Never Would've Made It🎼 I'll Be Thinking Of You🎼 🦋❤️ 12th October 2017
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