Amber-Safina Austin

20|UK|LGBTQ+🌈|Music and Theatre|Lush CosmeticsπŸ›€|Vegetarian/Vegan|Mental Health|

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#mentalhealthawarenessday So I never thought I would make it to my 18th birthday, and here I am, 20 years old and still breathing! I'm not fully recovered but I'm a long way from where I used to be, and that makes me proud. It also means other people can do it too, the journey isn't easy and that's okay. It's okay to struggle. But what isn't okay is giving up your fight because you're worth more than that! Stay strong, everyone! #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawarenessweek #staystrong #recovery #recoveryispossible #selfworth #smile #journey #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bpd

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Why are dogs so pure and sacred? We are so lucky to share the world with them! #dogs #puppy #dogsofinstagram #animal #bonding #friends #cute #cuddles #animalcuddles #dogcuddles #sleepy #sleepypuppy #happy #smile

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My strength comes from my beautiful niece and goddaughter. My everything! #niece #family #goddaughter #smile #beautiful #everything #strength #life #love #baby #toddler

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Haven't posted in a while but life has been hectic! I've started my new job at a big hospital in Surrey, been doing intense training and had some shifts on A+E majors. It's been good but exhausting as I'm not used to it all, but it's becoming real that I'm getting to where I want to be. I start college next week too, so I'll be doing both. I'm trying my best and that's all I can do. I have a lot of people to prove wrong but mostly myself. I've never believed in myself but so far I'm doing it, so if I do, I will prove myself wrong! I'd be lying if I said it is all easy, that I'm completely fine, but that's normal and I have people around me supporting me which is amazing. It's not often I post really positive things, but I'm glad I get to now 😊this is a new life! πŸ’•#life #work #job #newjob #newlife #positivity #positive #love #hospital #hospitalwork #healthcare #healthcareassistant #college #study #studying #student #proud #brunette #blueeyes #blueeyed #smile #lgbt #lgbtuk

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I may have been born a long time ago, but my life has only just begun. I'm breaking free from my demons and getting to where I want to be. Trying to believe in myself and push myself to my limits. I may not be perfect, far from it in fact, but I'm being me πŸ’ͺ #life #movingforward #lifequotes #lifestylechange #demons #breakingfree #livingfree #believeinyourself #selfbelief #me #blueeyes #brunette #lgbt #lgbtuk

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My 🌎, my πŸ‘ΆπŸ»,my πŸ‘‘, my πŸ’• #world #myworld #baby #toddler #mybaby #niece #family #princess #beautiful #poser #heart #love #sweetheart #everything

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Basically these filters really make me want to dye my hair! Never dyed my hair before and the want for a chance in my hair is real. If only it didn't damage hair! #snapchat #snapchatfilters #filters #hairdye #haircolour #haircolor #love #blueeyes #lgbt #lgbtuk #lgbtproud #rainbow #rainbowhair

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You got any more of that Nutella Auntie Amber? πŸ˜‚ @nutella @nutellauk #funny #baby #funnybaby #toddler #funnytoddler #food #nutella #niece #love #family #messy #cute

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Someone found out the deliciousness of Nutella the other day and couldn't stop tasting it, she kept wanting more! πŸ˜‚ @nutella @nutellauk #niece #family #baby #toddler #funnybaby #funnytoddler #funny #foodlover #messy #tasty #love #nutella

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Had a good time having my sister and niece here, I have thoroughly enjoyed it, but they're going to today and I'll miss them so much! ❀️#family #sister #niece #life #home #enjoyinglife #blueeyes #brunette #smile #lgbtuk #love

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Sorry for the no make up face but it's impossible not to smile around my beautiful niece! Look at her! Such a proud auntie, I love her so much ❀️ #family #niece #auntie #love #smile #heart #nomakeup #babygirl #baby #toddler #bestfriend #blueeyedgirls

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So I haven't posted in like a month but I'm back 😊#comeback #brunette #lgbtuk #smile #uk #summer

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After days of craving bubble tea, I finally got some from my favourite bubble tea place! They said I was one of their original customers because I said I had one of their old loyalty cards haha! I usually go for a fruit based one but with my bad throat, I went for a milk one for the first time and I wasn't disappointed. I had honeydew milk with mango popping bubbles, it tasted like summer! They even have a cute message on the cup! Recommend this place to everyone! Super friendly too! #bubbletea #bubblecitea #bubbleciteaguildford #guildford #summer #summerdrink #drink #fun #love

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If life falls apart, here is the recipe for glue that helps stick it back together: hope, dreams, determination, friends, family, and memories. Mix them all together and allow some time for the glue to work- length of time may vary but be patient 😊 #life #advice #future #positive #positivity #hope #Dreams #determination #friends #family #memories #mentalhealth #recovery #lgbt

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Time to fight for my future. It's all in my hands now. Life is a game, I need to make the right moves next or it could be game over. #life #midnightthoughts #motivation #mentalhealth #recovery #future #LGBT #lgbtuk

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I had to learn how to fight for myself πŸ¦„ #lgbtuk #LGBT #snapchat #kesha #mentalhealth #brunette #blueeyes #fightformyself #praying

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Sometimes I wear lace dresses, sometimes I wear pacman jumpers...just the kind of girl I am πŸ™ˆπŸ˜Š #girl #jumpersnotdresses #jumpers #iwearthemboth #LGBT #lgbtuk #fluid #style #individual #smile #brunette #blueeyes

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Just roll me in glitter and call me a unicorn πŸ¦„ #birthday #party #Brighton #revenge #clubrevenge #glitter #unicorn #LGBT #lgbtuk #brunette #smile #blueeyes

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It was my sisters first mothers day as a mother on Sunday, and this photo was taken on that day. I have to say, I couldn't be prouder of her! She's absolutely phenomenal, raising a baby, whilst also going to university! She's taken to being a mum, like a duck to water. What an amazing job she is doing and if in the future, I'm half the mum she is, my child/ren will be very lucky! So here's a post to say how proud I am to have her as a big sister, and a role model and I love her lots 😊 #sister #family #niece #love #proud #phenomenal #mum #newmum #familyphoto #motheranddaughter #smile

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I can't believe she is one year old in 2 weeks! Where did all that time go? It feels like only a few months ago that I was in the hospital holding her when she was only minutes old! Such a bundle of happiness and sunshine, and I can't wait to spend some time with her soon, bond with her more and see how much she's grown! She's making me so proud and she's so beautiful! I love her so much, my niece πŸ’• #niece #family #smile #one #growingup #baby #babiesofinstagram #babysmile #love

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I went to Vegfest 2017 Brighton on Sunday and it was amazing! The first photo is most of the things i got there, such as bacon, yogurts, chocolate, dog food, marinade, purse, jewelry, and then not pictured Buddha water, coconut water, vegan magazines and a few other bits...fair to say we enjoyed it 😊 me and my mum had a vegan kebab which is made from seitan which neither of us could finish haha! We also went to a talk there which was interesting! Then we went to the pier and went in the arcade, we won some tickets so we got a pencil and gave our left over tickets to a child to enjoy 😊 then on our way home I had to stop at grubbs burgers and have a vegetarian mushroom burger! Yummy πŸ˜‹ overall, a lovely trip and can't wait to hopefully do it all again next year! #vegfest #vegan #vegetarian #vegfestuk #vegfest2017 #vegfestbrighton #Brighton #veganfoodhaul #brightonpier #veganhaul

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Sometimes, all a girl needs is saving from herself #girl #saveme #brunette #blueeyes #lgbt #lgbtuk

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Enjoy these photos of the rarity that is me wearing eye liner πŸ˜ŠπŸ‘€ #eyeliner #makeup #eyemakeup #brunette #blueeyes #lgbtuk #LGBT #uklesbian #lesbian #gaygirl #positivity #dress #femme #girly

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Lucy spraggan was amazing, I had a meet and greet ticket and she showed us round the venue, brought out her dog, Steve and I got to stroke him which is a dream come true (he's so much tinier than he looks in photos, he's adorable), had a q and a session, and then she took a selfie of us, got early entry into the venue so that we could get front row views and got an exclusive T-shirt just for those who attended the meet and greet which were given to us by her beautiful wife 😊 her gig was un-freaking-believable! I had seen her before, two years ago and she was amazing then but this time was just something else! She blew me away...not too proud to admit that I cried during her performance of dear you! Thank you, Lucy for an amazing night! #lucyspraggan #music #meetandgreet #celebrityselfie #love #happy #smile #gig #concert #qanda #lucyspraggantour #lucyspragganlive #london #lgbt

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Also today my dad told me he was proud of me for the first time in as long as I can remember so I'm freaking out with happiness right now! #proud #pride #parents #love #happiness #positivity #positive #progress #LGBT

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Today I had an interview and got the job there and then 😊 I will now be working two jobs and I'm so happy! I'll be able to save more now and get the money to do things to give me more experiences in life such as travel! My life is falling into place and moving forward and I couldn't be happier. #life #work #job #interview #newjob #secondjob #positive #positivity #happiness #happy #smile #money #LGBT

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Work tomorrow, two job interviews on Thursday, work Friday and Saturday and a haircut on Saturday. Busy busy busy the next few days, I like it. Nothing's stopping me from getting my life back on track! πŸ’ͺ #busy #work #job #interview #haircut #positive #positivity #lgbt #lgbtuk

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I'm taking life one day at a time and I'm going to take this world by storm πŸ’ͺ #positivity #life #LGBT #lgbtuk #blueeyes #brunette #longhair

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Went to She in London and dressed really girly with a new lipsy dress, leather jacket and heeled ankle boots and wore very light make up. Apart from the heels, it was nice dressing girly for a change! The heels hurt like a bitch πŸ˜‚ going to try and dress girly more often...might stay away from the heels though πŸ€” #ootd #nightout #London #shelondon #she #girly #dressgirly #lipsy #dress #leatherjacket #heels #LGBT #lgbtuk #lesbian #uklesbian #girlwholikesgirls

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My baby girl can stand up all by herself! She's growing up so fast and loves to have a little dance πŸ’• #neice #beautiful #family #baby #milestones #standingup #growingup #auntie #perfect #dancing #funny

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