alone in her own zone firstname.lastname@example.org💌
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2017 was the greatest year ever for me in a very long time and somehow the year I talked the least to yall on here so I feel compelled to share some words and some things I learned. First of all, I learned every single thing you seek is out there for you, and it's already yours. It has your name on it. Are you letting it in? I used to feel so destined for uncertainty, anxiety, and throughout most of my life, death. These are the things I yearned for because I didn't know what Peace meant and most of the time, it just fucking scared me. This year I learned that I DESERVE peace of mind just like YOU. You really do!!!! It's 100% okay to acknowledge ur pain, ur traumas, the healing u need to do, Physical and mental illnesses, the horrid stuff happening in the world right now etc AND STILL KNOW U DESERVE PEACE. Ur only job is to make ur body and mind ur sanctuary and safe space when need be and then one day, 24/7. This was the year I stayed still inside myself for long enough to get all the answers I needed out of myself. I meditated for months. I changed my own life in every way I ever wanted. I changed my entire lifestyle/health and discovered how amazing my self-discipline and self-love was in the process. I fucking intermittent-fasted for 7 months which lead me to new levels of peace and clarity. If u told any of this to the girl who couldn't get out of bed last year she would tell u to stfu n stop playinnnn. I am so excited for 2018 and all the abundance it has to offer me. It's ALL waiting for us right around the corner, at our own respectful paces, ofcourse. But are you willing to put in the long hard work? Are you willing to believe in urself and ur resilience when things get hardest? This is gonna be the year of letting your ultimate blessing find u.