19 👑💕 Dallas Texas You have no idea what people are going through or their story, so please be kind.
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I'm a hopeless romantic
I will spoil you by bringing you flowers and chocolates when you least expect it, not because it has to be a special occasion, but because I want to make you smile and hear your adorable laughter when I hand you your gifts.
I will pick you up and spin you around in the streets and kiss your rosy cheeks and look you into those glistening eyes and kiss you and kiss you and kiss you over and over again till you're breathless.
I will listen to all of your stories and fears and I will never stop listening to you.
I will notice everything about you.. like how you dress in dark colors when you're depressed and bright colors when you're feeling okay.
I will show you to the world and tell them that I'm dating someone who's incredibly beautiful inside and out.
I will show and tell you all of these things, because I'm simply a hopeless romantic.
This isn't towards anyone directly.. Do not tell me that I'm the one for you. If you do, I will run away and hide. I don't believe in true love... well at least a part of me doesn't. I don't believe in it, because I don't see that happening for me. I don't see a person committing to me and only me for the rest of their life. I'm a girl whom has witnessed other relationships ending in many ways... hoping and learning from their relationship that it won't happen to me and I'm also a girl who has depression, anxiety, deals with self harm and is in the process of learning to love myself and I don't see someone who would be committed to the broken instead of another girl who seems perfect... even when I know when there's no such thing as perfect. I may not believe in true love, but I personally believe that each and every one of us is to find that imperfect person and see them perfectly through our own lens without being blinded. I see beauty in everything and everyone and yes, I could be blind by seeing something in someone that I can't see past, but I still see beauty in them. The other part of me believes that all of this can happen for me, because there's a little hope in me from seeing my grandparents being married for 58 years... but that other part of me just thinks that that is just commitment.. so... please don't tell me that I'm the one for you.
I've been told that if you love someone enough.. you should let them go and if they come back.. they come back. I personally believe that everything happens for a reason and maybe some people aren't just meant to be in your life and some are. For those who are meant to be in your life.. please don't take them for granted. Especially the ones whom are there for you through your hardest days. For those who aren't meant to be in your life.. please don't be hard on yourself, because there's no point in doing that and that's their loss.