Cortney Lesovoy (@cortneylesovoy)

Cortney Lesovoy

19 | eckerd college soccer player with a camera, cat mom, emo princess, chicken nugget queen, lover of the sky

http://www.cortney-lesovoy.smugmug.com/

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LK appreciation post πŸ˜½πŸ’–πŸ” #littlekitty #babychicken

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happy earth day πŸŒŽπŸŒˆπŸŒ΄πŸŒ»πŸ’œ #eckerdlife #photography #landscapephotography #landscape #igersstpete #silhouette #sky #ocean #gulf #trees #canon #canon6d #teamcanon #50mm #clouds #sunset

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typical afternoon at eckerd #eckerdlife

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no doubt that i go to the best school in the entire world πŸ’– #eckerdlife #photography #landscapephotography #beach #ocean #sky #canon #teamcanon #canon6d #50mm #palmtrees #florida #stpetersburg #stpete

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so today i went shopping for the first time since gaining weight in recovery and at first i hated my body in the dressing room mirror. im not a size 0 anymore. i'm a 3/4 which is NORMAL and still fucking small. but i bought of lot of cute new underwear and bralettes that i feel super comfortable and confident in so i'm happy😊 #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorderawareness #neda #nedaawareness

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do re mi fa so fucking done with you

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come as you are, as you were, as i want you to be β™‘

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the other day was my first time photographing with a model. needless to say i'm happy with how these turned out. thanks to my pretty roommate for making it easy πŸ’• #photography #model #canon #canon6d #teamcanon #50mm #downtownstpete #eckerdlife

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been living in st. pete for about a year and a half now, and i finally got to see the famous mural for the first time yesterday. #downtownstpete #youaremysunshine #photography #art #canon6d #teamcanon #50mm

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since i haven't shot in a while (super unmotivated bc hella depressed) i've been re-editing old photos so :-) #photography #concertphotography #musicphotography #livephotography #livemusicphotography #canon #canon7dmarkii #2470mm

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if the hurt comes, so will the happiness. be patient. (i'm not patient)

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i don't think eating disorder recovery ever truly ends. from the day you decide you want to recover and be happy until the day you die, it's a constant struggle every day, some days better, some worse. this week and especially today, i've been struggling with my body. i know i've gained weight obviously but i'm afraid to gain any more and it's making me want to use behaviors like restrict and over exercise and i have been body checking and grabbing (my stomach in particular) but this is all a part of recovery and i need to remember that i'm going to have bad days. i just need to keep pushing through. but it's been hard and makes me depressed. it triggers me when people talk about how unhealthy a certain food is for you or if someone brags about their body or how much they work out because i can't do that anymore, no matter how bad i want to. i want to be normal again, be able to work out that much again, but that'll never happen and its been killing me lately just thinking about it. today's just another bad day in my head. i'm sure good days are on their way. #eatingdisorderrecovery #alwayschooserecovery #anorexiarecovery #neda

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tattoo #5 is a red and black puma evopower 1 soccer ball: a ball i received as a going away present from coach tony shellard for college because it's the only ball i would ever train with when i was with him. this tattoo is dedicated to the man who has trained me 3-5 throughout high school and summers at 8am in 100 degree weather, through injuries and panic attacks and illnesses. i wouldn't be the person or player i am without him today. he has pushed me beyond my limits and gave me back the confidence i lacked for so many years. he taught me so much about the beautiful game. i can't articulate myself and put into words how important he's been to me these past several years. but this tattoo is for him, to show how much he really impacted my life. this is a thank you, and i can't wait to go home this summer to train with him again (as long as i stay healthy)

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eckerd: 1
every other school in the world: 0

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lmk when you find a girl with nicer eyebrows or lips than me (you won't)

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throwback to two years ago today when this little girl came into my life. i could not be happier to be her mom πŸ˜»πŸ’– #LK #catmom

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cool lil photo of @losingteethfl last nov. @ hope fest that i just found πŸ˜ŽπŸ€™πŸΌ#photography #musicphotography #concertphotography #livephotography #livemusicphotography #canon #canon7dmarkii #2470mm #teamcanon

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been feeling this lately

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thinking about all of the losers that made fun of me in high school bc look at me now πŸ˜‡πŸ’ƒπŸ»

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happy #nationaldogday to this happy pup that i'll be seeing in a few daysπŸΆπŸ’•

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happy dork

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