desibaddie

A desi girl with an obsession for Bollywood and other aesthetics❤️🥀 I write own poetry on my captions❤️ Bae: @deepikapadukone ❤️

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To forgive,
That must be the hardest decision.
But that's only so your soul can live,
Even if it leads to division.
To forgive when they’re not sorry;
Creates this aching pain from within.
You're in vain of their convincing story.
You give up letting them win.
Having mercy regardless of what they did;
Makes you hesitate.
As much as you want them to have a taste of their own medicine
You're not like them.
The heart was created with love,
And to let others change it because of their behaviour;
Is what makes you just like them.

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🌷🌷🌷

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At night I cry for you
Praying that you’re safe
And that your heart is protected from all the pain in this world
Your heart is fragile and made of gold
Whether you want to admit it or not, you’re bad at keeping it away from dirt and pain.
You may not see what kind of pain is awaiting you for your actions
This illusion of love has made you completely blind
It made you forget about me
It feels as if I’m shouting outside your gate,
Begging you to stay away from harm; even if you’ve neglected me.
Because your heart is fragile and made of gold
If you don’t see it
I see it
And I’ll do anything in my power to stop it
Even if I have to go against you,
It’s saving you
Because your heart is fragile and made of gold
And maybe then you’ll be able to wake up from the love drug
And see things clearly again.

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My beautiful queen❤️🥀

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Sometimes you make me feel so worthless and invisible
In this process of new people and faces entering your life
I was fading slowly
Like flowers kept too long in the shade
Isn't it crazy?
The one closest to you can turn into strangers in a matter of seconds?
That’s when you’ll realize who’s really there for you and not
I matured when I realised you only have your own back
With God residing in my heart even when it felt dead
I always took the bullet for you
But this time you stood behind it
Pulling the trigger
Creating a hole in my heart
Even till this day you come back to me when you need me
With blood on your hands
I forgive
only to make you do the same thing
over and over again.

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Deepika x Manish❤️

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Your words cut like a knife.
These are the words I’ll take with me for the rest of my life.
They’re glued into my mind.
Anything bad but good is what I find.
They stay like echoes in my head.
Tears is what I shed.
My heart is sinking.
The way I look at myself is shrinking.
When you spit out those words;
What where you thinking?
To make yourself feel better,
You decided to get bitter.
You dimmed my light,
It was to your delight.
Try and bring me down,
I will shine through even when you’re around .
I will rise like the sun,
And that’s when you know I’ve won.

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Ek dil hai
Ek jaan hai
Dono tujhpe...
Dono tuhjpe qurbaan hai🥀

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You know there are people who have this happy and humorous personality where they can make other people smile and laugh till their stomach aches. They light up their day with their funny jokes and plant a smile on their faces. They have an energy that they can rub off to everyone else in the same room. But at the same time, you don’t know that they might also be battling with something. It may be anxiety, insecurity or difficulty. They might have a hard time in their personal lives, but the fact that they still choose to spread joy and happiness to others; is the bravest thing ever. And I think that’s beautiful.

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I admire Shahid Kapoor as Maharawal Ratan Singh so much!❤️😩

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Their love for each other was something else❤️ Truly amazed by this and I would definetly watch #padmaavat again! I admire Sanjay’s production of the film and how he managed to nail everything! The costumes, jewelries and the architecture❤️ Hands down for the cast! They did an amazing job, especially Ranveer Singh!❤️ still shook by his acting!

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Of course I couldn’t forget Shahid Kapoor as Maharawal Ratan Singh❤️🔥

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Had to make another edit of him again! Just can’t get over how good he looks as Alauddin Khilji😩🔥

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Obsessed with Khalibali and Binte Dil!💜🖤

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Sultan Alauddin Khilji🔥 (tbh I’m most excited about his character in #padmaavat) Who’s gonna watch the movie at the theatres? Comment below!🧡

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Our paths are separated
It makes me so devastated
The fact that I can do nothing about it
Breaks my heart a little bit
We used to be one
Divided by none
Our bond so strong
I guess I was wrong
We’re growing apart,
But you don’t know.
You’re someone different
Completely hard to recognize
Broken the ties
The old you is still trapped in your soul
Holding onto you; is like holding onto coal
My hand still burns, but so does my heart
Because we’re growing apart
You’re a stranger
Someone unfamiliar
Whom I’m trying to know
Is this what happens when we grow?
We’re growing apart,
But you don’t know.

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Rani Padmavati❤️🥀

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«The one with beautiful eyes disturbed the cup of the heart».💛

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Being misunderstood is one of the worst feelings ever...

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Empty yet so many things left unsaid...

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Another chapter closed
Fake people exposed
We’re gonna last forever I supposed
Don’t come around anymore
Because these eyes are sore
From all the crying
Of your tongue lying
You promised me forever
Now I see you never
Perhaps it’s good for me
This was meant to be
I learned my test
It was only for my best🥀

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In these eyes you will lose your senses🥀

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The thoughts are consuming
Anything bad but good is what you’re mind is assuming
You're being sucked into this hole of darkness
The voices are occupying your mind regardless
Hope is a fragile seed
Courage to fight this battle is what you need
You're letting the demons take over you mind
The heart is turning blind
God is what you need to find
Don’t know if you can keep on going
Feels as though no results are showing
People wronged you
If only you knew
Your kindness has been taken for granted
Another pain has been planted
You're like a soldier
You can be much bolder
Darling you’re strong
This won’t last for long...🥀

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What do you know of weeping without tears?

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Cant believe the xmas holidays are already over for me. School starts tomorrow and i really dont wanna go back to the same dry af routine ugh.

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Details✨

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What have you learned in 2017? (Would be nice if you leave a comment about it)

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Everyday is a fresh start. A new day to become a better person. Don’t grieve over your past or over what was. Look what’s ahead of you but don’t overthink it. Live in the present and enjoy your life while you can. 🥀

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Mastani❤️🥀

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We were so attached
I never thought we would get detached
That wasn’t until death knocked on your door
That I spend my days crying on the bathroom floor
Don’t know if the pain will ever heal
My mind still not believing it's real
This pain is what I have to carry with me
From the grief I want to feel free
But the memories are stuck into my head
The heart completely dead
Yet I feel everything so deeply
Forgetting isn’t easy
Remember it like it was yesterday
Your laughter
Was like music to my soul
And the smile of yours
Enough to make my day
Life feels like a battle everyday
I wish you could stay
The promise between us was a delicate flower
Being with you I enjoyed every hour
So many things left unsaid
The perfect picture of us torn into shreds
So little time spent
The loss of you feels like a torment
I’m drowning in the sea of grief
Time is a thief
Praying one day we’ll reunite
And that’s enough to make me keep on going with this fight.🥀

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