Emmy Lake

🌸single 💭mental illness 💋makeup lover 👻emmycarslake 🎀one day i want to honestly say, i made it

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it’s beginning to smell a lot like christmas 🎄finally made some gingerbread with mum @linda_joy72 so yummy 😋 #merrychristmas #gingerbread #soyummy #foodporn #followme #food #smellsnice #spices #biscuits #fresh #doubletap #smile

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“never stop looking up” whispers tabby, “thanks tab, i needed that” i reply ❤️ with @princetabbypossum #mycat #myboy #thingsaregettingbetter #mentalillness #selfharn #bipolar #anxiety #lookingup #icandothis #family #doubletap #followme #lovewins #imhappy #newmedicine #smile

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still struggling with my self harm so here is something else i found to try and explain how i feel ~~~what a shame, that girl who once believed in fairytales and magic, had to be struck by reality with demons in her mind, and the fear of never being loved~~~k.f 🧚🏼‍♀️i know i’m loved but i do have demons in my mind #selfharn #myaddiction #blackandwhitephoto #poem #quote #demons #mentalillness #bipolar #anxiety #agoraphobia #cuts #ugh

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rockin’ some fake freckles and the “natural look” love it 😍 #naturalmakeup #makeup #naturalbrows #bushybrows #skincare #glowing #doubletap #followme #cute #fakefreckles #lovethem #smile

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making myself feel better by trying to eat healthier, breakfast was a raw vegan cereal bowl with apple, strawberry, chia seeds, linseeds, pumpkin seeds, pepitas, coconut flakes, almond flakes and oat milk🥛🥄🍓🍎🥥🌾#yum #cereal #rawvegan #foodporn #food #doubletap #diet #weightlossjourney #coconut #chiaseeds #sopretty #smile

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cutting myself has found its way back into my life, i don’t know how to explain my feelings in words, it’s hard to explain so here are some quotes/things i found on the internet **cutting is not a trend, it’s an addiction. it’s like screaming but no one can hear, it’s an everyday battle** #myaddiction #mentalillness #selfharn #cuts #ugh #depression #bipolar #anxiety #agoraphobia #awareness #struggle #addiction #blackandwhitephoto #notatrend #imsorry #imtrying #scars #smile

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my latest favorite accessories are my salmon bag from the thrift store, my sneakers from @kmartaus and my bracket that jingles making me feel that little bit extra important from ebay 💛🧡💙 #denim #denimlove #accessories #handbags #shoes #bracelets #jewlery #socute #doubletap #followme #fashion #doyouevenfashun #smile

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stepped way out of my comfort zone the other day by wearing high waisted denim shorts. it’s always been my goal to be able to fit into some, technically they make them for my size and much bigger and so they should but me personally just felt “uncomfortable” because of how my belly would look. i have an apple shape so i always avoided them but nope not this day. i was quite shocked.. nothing bad happened, no one stared, no one called me fat, it was quite extraordinary. i told a girl in myers her outfit was cute and she said so was mine, i love empowering other girls like that, it really makes you feel good and then feel good too so, try something different! it’s amazing ❤️🧚🏼‍♀️🍎 #plussizefashion #plussize #perth #psoriasis #denimlove #trippledenim #cute #cuteoutfit #empoweringwomen #doubletap #followme #doyouevenfashun #fashion #fatgirlflowfam #lovewins #smile

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jam jams is keeping me company while i get better, haven’t needed to go to hospital yet and my rash isn’t getting worse, so i’m doing ok 👌🏼 #jamjams #fatrattie #socute #ratsofinstagram #doctors #doubletap #followme #mentalillness #illness #sickgirl #smile

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trying to get back in to healthy eating and being 100% dairy free, so far so good ☺️ #dairyfree #diet #healthy #healthyfood #foodporn #followme #food #doubletap #sandwich #soyummy #sogood #babyspinach #ryebread #tuna #smile

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serving you vegan doughnut goals👏🏼 had a vegan chocolate doughnut 🍩 that totally satisfied my craving, yum 😋 #vegandoughnuts #chocolate #chocdonut #soyummy #sogood #dairyfree #doubletap #foodporn #followme #food #smile

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i can’t remember the last time i read a book, it takes so much concentration for me, concentration i no longer have. before i got mentally ill i used to love to read but sadly i don’t do it anymore 📚📖 #bipolar #bipolarbear #mentalillness #books #sickgirl #sicklife #anxiety #doubletap #followme #read #smile

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flowers always make people better, happier and more helpful; they are sunshine, food, and medicine to the soul -Luther Burbank #pretty #itsthelittlethingsinlife #flowers #flowerstagram #sopretty #perth #doubletap #followme #smile

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summer is almost here and that means the best fruits nature has to offer will be in abundance! yes! 🍉🍈🍑🍒☀️ #summerfruit #watermelon #soyummy #sohappy #sohealthy #weightloss #weightlossjourney #willbethin #10kgdown #inspo #dairyfree #diet #doubletap #foodporn #followme #fruits #food #fruit #yum #smile

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tried my first ever turmeric latte yesterday @yahava_belmont_kiosk it was so good, such a cute little cafe with @linda_joy72 ☕️ #turmericlatte #turmeric #latte #coffee #perth #perthcoffee #food #followme #doubletap #soyummy #soberlife #smile

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feeling good today, i’ve woken up in a happy mood so i’ve decided to roll with it, it’s been 3 days since i last cut so i’m very proud of that, hope everyone has a good day 😘👏🏼👌🏼💖😋 #feelinggood #doubletap #followme #mentalillness #selfharn #trees #pretty #positivevibes #smile

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dried figs have always been a favourite of mine, figs in general are just amazing 👏🏼♥️ #figs #driedfigs #snacks #soyummy #snacksallday #doubletap #followme #foodporn #fruits #food #smile

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you know you’ve been eating a lot of junk when you find yourself craving leafy greens, so i made a salad with a tahini based dressing and some tuna, it was so good 🥗🍃 #salad #cravings #tuna #tahini #leafygreens #dairyfree #healthy #healthyeating #doubletap #followme #foodporn #food #smile

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lately when i go out my drink of choice has been english breakfast tea, i just can’t get enough of it🍃☕️ #englishbreakfast #tea #teadrinker #drinkofchoice #soberlife #teadates #doubletap #followme #foodporn #spoonielife #perth #smile

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that satisfying moment when you find the perfect strawberry 🍓 #sohappy #soyummy #sopretty #strawberries #yum #foodporn #fruit #food #doubletap #followme #satisfying #smile

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