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I was just thinking about my life, and if I had ended it those few months ago, and I'm regretting not doing it. I fucking hate my life. My family hates me, I don't have a dad, my own mother hasn't ever said she fucken loves me, I know you think it's my fault mom but he's gone. I'm here though, i'm all you got. I've literally accomplished nothing in my life, I work at fucken taco Del Mar at the fucken drive thru, I make just over 12$ an hour, after taxes, and it isn't enough to support my mom and I. My mom just sent my mentally disabled brother to a foster home and I screamed my head off at her. She lost her job, and I don't know what I should fucking do with my life. I'm a senior, and college isn't looking like an option, my accumulative GPA is 2.67, and I don't know if I can attend college. I might be stuck working for the rest of my life. The funny thing is, people that have never seen my face, have never met me, and don't so much as know my last name care more about me than the people I know in real life.