Heidi

hla72/hla72dk on Twitter - Ninja IRL. Dreaming big, enjoying the little things in life β™₯ Spoonie. Chronic illness fighter.

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Daisy and I are watching 'The Supervet' on More4. Quality time ❀️
#Daisy #Daisythediva #cat #catstagram #instacat #watchingtelly #qualitytime #cuddles #justwhatthisspoonieneeds #sadspoonie

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#myspoonielife2017 #photoaday 346/365 This arrived today from a friend and I'm moved to tears.
I knew the tea cosy would arrive, bc that's a pressie for my mum (no, I don't hate my mum, she really wants a British retro tea cosy), but the rest is a total surprise.
I'm not in a very good place atm mentally and emotionally, December is a difficult time for me with birthday and Christmas, tendency to depression, old and bad feelings, me feeling even more lonely etc etc, so a kind gesture like this and kind words on a card really makes me humble and forever grateful.
From the bottom of my heart, thank you xoxo
#gifts #surprise #friends #thankfulness #humble #humblespoonie #sadspoonie #itsnotagoodtimeforme #keepingalowprofile #spoonie #spoonielife #chronicillness #depression #mentalhealth #pain #ME #mecfs #anxiety #brainfog

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#myspoonielife2017 #photoaday 345/365 Back home from a shopping trip (hopefully I don't have to go out the rest of December) and I'm knackered. Have jumped into comfy clothes and will relax for the rest of the the day. Mood is very low, so I just had to jump into my new Minnie Mouse night dress I bought few weeks ago. Isn't she adorable? And it's plus size.
#comfyclothes #knackeredspoonie #shopping #miserablespoonie #nightdress #lowmood #pyjamasday #relaxing #spoonie #spoonielife #chronicillness #depression #mentalhealth #pain #ME #mecfs #anxiety #brainfog

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#myspoonielife2017 #photoaday 343/365 My first ever attempt on making shortbread.
They turned out OK, but I need to practice a bit, it's been years since I've made anything with such a rich dough. Next time I'll try and experiment a bit with almond flour and/or orange zest. But for now, this is plain, buttery and yummy shortbread... and a cuppa.

#baking #shortbread #firstattempt #tea #afternoontreat #cuppa #spoonietreat #justwhatthisspoonieneeds #desperatelytryintofindthexmasmood #miserablespoonie #lowmood #sadspoonie #spoonie #spoonielife #chronicillness #depression #mentalhealth #pain #ME #mecfs #anxiety #brainfog

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#myspoonielife2017 #photoaday 342/365 Into battle... *sigh*
In my next life, I really want to be able to afford cleaning service, bc cleaning for a spoonie is an absolute killer. My flat looks like crap bc I rarely have energy to clean. It's so embarrassing to admit 😢😢
But today I'm battling my kitchen floor... even if it kills me. Hopefully I can still manage a shower afterwards.

#domesticspoonie #cleaning #cleaningisakillerforaspoonie #kitchenfloor #cleaningthefloor #spooniehousewife #ibloodyhatethis #willbedeadafterwards #sadspoonie #ineedtotakemymindofthings #spoonie #spoonielife #chronicillness #depression #mentalhealth #pain #ME #mecfs #anxiety #brainfog

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I'm making a cheesy omelette for tea πŸ˜‹πŸ˜‹πŸ˜‹
Will serve it with rye bread and sweet chilli sauce 😊
#tea #cooking #preppingfood #omelette #veggies #eggs #organicbacon #mushrooms #babytomatoes #redonion #redpepper #peas #cheddar #garlic #thyme #seasoning #comfortfood

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#myspoonielife2017 #photoaday 340/365 I love online shopping, it's the best thing ever for a spoonie like me 😁
Ordered some bits and bobs for Christmas pressies on the M&S website and of course I had to get this mug for myself.
Sadly they don't sell and ship everything Denmark, so no tea. Thank God I still have some of my favourite Empress Grey left 😊

#mug #yesanothermug #anditsnotdishwasherproof #onlineshopping #m&s #christmaspressies #spoonie #spoonielife #chronicillness #depression #mentalhealth #pain #ME #mecfs #anxiety #brainfog

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#myspoonielife2017 #photoaday 339/365 Pyjamas day in my new Betty Boop pyjamas and new comfy socks. Crap telly and a huge cuppa. Just what this spoonie needs on a stupid day with not enough sleep, pain and very low mood.
#pyjamasday #newpyjamas #cuppa #crapytelly #miserablespoonie #decemberblues #exhausted #spoonie #spoonielife #chronicillness #depression #mentalhealth #pain #ME #mecfs #anxiety #brainfog

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#myspoonielife2017 #photoaday 338/365 A lovely surprise waited for me in the letterbox (or whatever the Brits call that box on the wall for letters etc etc) when I got back home from my appointment.
Thank you to my dear friend @diebedra ❀️❀️❀️
#christmascard #surprise #cardbybenedictcumberbatch #charity #charitycard #lovelycard #spoonie #spoonielife #chronicillness #depression #mentalhealth #pain #ME #mecfs #anxiety #brainfog

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Small bench, huge shadow 😊
Odense looks amazing in the winter sun today ❀️
#bench #shadow #lightanddark #sunshine #wintersun #odense #spooniedayout

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#myspoonielife2017 #photoaday 337/365 Comfort food for tea and plenty for the freezer.
Made a huge portion of my slow cooked pasta sauce. Just what this spoonie needs on a stupid day.... and it has been one today. December Blues has kicked in big time and the self-pity is huge *hides in shame*
#tea #cooking #healthyfood #homecooked #pastasauce #loadsofveggies #freezerfiller #comfortfood #miserablespoonie #decemberblues #selfpity #stuppidspoonie #spoonie #spoonielife #chronicillness #depression #mentalhealth #pain #ME #mecfs #anxiety #brainfog

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#myspoonielife2017 #photoaday 336/365 Digging out an old cookbook to find my favourite vanilla ice cream recipe... Lactose free and organic.
Will make it witnin the next few weeks and serve it for Christmas.
P.s. The recipe says fructose, that is absolutely no go with my IBS, I'm using demera sugar instead.
#planning #cookbook #recipe #icecream #homemade #lactosefree #christmas #cooking #haveinvitedmymumforchristmas #spoonie #spoonielife #chronicillness #depression #mentalhealth #pain #ME #mecfs #anxiety #brainfog

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#myspoonielife2017 #photoaday 335/365 Happy December 1, lovelies ❀️

My myspoonielife2017 has now come to the last month of pictures and it's done soon. I'm thinking about doing it again in 2018, but not sure my life is interesting enough to keep going. What do you, my followers think? Should I do myspoonielife2018? πŸ€”
#december1st #candle #candlelight #christmas #December #christmasdecoration #pondering #christmasblues #spoonie #spoonielife #chronicillness #depression #mentalhealth #pain #ME #mecfs #anxiety #brainfog

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#myspoonielife2017 #photoaday 334/36 I'm a bit under the weather and hiding under the duvet today.
I still have to eat, but can't be arsed to cook, so I'm having rye bread, cheese, veggies and an apple for tea... and tea 😊 That should even out the pizza I had yesterday, right? πŸ˜‰πŸ˜‰
#tea #healthyfood #veggies #ryebread #cheese #applewood #danishcheese #apple #redpepper #carrots #cucumber #celery ##undertheweather #miserablespoonie #duvetday #spoonie #spoonielife #chronicillness #depression #mentalhealth #pain #ME #mecfs #anxiety #brainfog

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#myspoonielife2017 #photoaday 333/365 Nom nom nom πŸ˜‹πŸ˜‹πŸ˜‹
Mum leaves tomorrow, so tonight we're indulging in yummy pizza. I chose a wholegrain version this time 😊
#tea #treat #pizza #mumisstillvisiting #wholegrainpizza #yummy #spoonietreats #exhaustedspoonie #spoonie #spoonielife #chronicillness #depression #mentalhealth #pain #ME #mecfs #anxiety #brainfog

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Even on a boring, grey and rainy day you can find something beautiful.

#graffiti #colours #colourful #rainyday #reflection #concrete #grass #industrial #oldgrainsilo

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#myspoonielife2017 #photoaday 329/365 Went to the city center today with my mum for a tiny walk and a bit of fresh air - I rarely go there, even though I live fairly close - and our beautiful city hall looked amazing in the sunshine 😊
#odense #cityhall #sunshine #walk #citycenter #spooniedayout #mumisstillvisiting #spoonie #spoonielife #chronicillness #depression #mentalhealth #pain #ME #mecfs #anxiety #brainfog

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#myspoonielife2017 #photoaday 328/365 Been a bit under the weather today and have been in my pyjamas all day. Now having a nice cuppa and a tiny bit of organic orange almond chocolate while watching crap telly with my mum 😊
#tea #cuppa #chocolate #abitundertheweather #nocoffee #sickspoonie #spoonie #spoonielife #chronicillness #depression #mentalhealth #pain #ME #mecfs #anxiety #brainfog

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#myspoonielife2017 #photoaday 327/365 Invited my mum to the cinema today to watch 'Victoria and Abdul'. Absolutely wonderful movie and Judi Dench is as always on fire. Mum loved it too 😊

#cinematickets #cinema #victoriaandabdul #spooniedayout #inivitedmum #spoonie #spoonielife #chronicillness #depression #mentalhealth #pain #ME #mecfs #anxiety #brainfog

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#tbt 4 weeks ago today, I met up with my dear and lovely friend Ami in London.
Pic taken Oct. 26 2017 while having dinner at Prezzo Kings Cross Station 😊
#throwbackthursday #london #spoonieintheuk #holiday #mydearfriend #ilooksostupid #fatspoonie

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#myspoonielife2017 #photoaday 326/365 Feet up and flashing my new pyjamas. I'm tired and meh tonight. Mum is here and I've been yelling a bit too much today, bc I got angry with her. We're all good, no worries, but jeez it really cost some spoons to be angry and pissed off.
#pyjamas #newpyjamas #fellingmeh #tiredspoonie #visit #spoonie #spoonielife #chronicillness #depression #mentalhealth #pain #ME #mecfs #anxiety #brainfog

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#myspoonielife2017 #photoaday 325/365 Mum is visiting again and I tried a new recipe for tea; pork chops with apples, savoy cabbage, garlic, pressed apple juice (not from concentrate... is it non-alcoholic cider then?), maple syrup and a knob of butter and seasoning, served with Hasselback potatoes. Absolutely yummy and mum loved it. So yup... A success 😊😊😊
#tea #cookingtherapy #cooking #experiment #newrecipe #nomnomnom #porkchops #apples #savoycabbage #visit #spoonie #spoonielife #chronicillness #depression #mentalhealth #pain #ME #mecfs #anxiety #brainfog

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