Jasper Ng | BKLpro

I'm a simple man, I see Cats, I press like. 🌟 @BKLpro πŸ“£ KOSMOS Cheerleading πŸ“½οΈ Check out my YouTube channel:

https://youtu.be/hUxqtKdeDng

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πŸ’© I need to get my shit together. I feel sad all the time. I blame myself for every small thing I do right or do wrong. I can't sleep. I can't get up from bed. I can't even concentrate on watching shows. I literally lost all the fucks to give. I call out on people's bullshit even before they start. I feel that I lost most constants in my life. The only constant now is that nagging pain from cheer. I want to do a lot of things but right before I do it Steve will ask me 'Why bother? It'll just goes back to nothing. Nothing matters.'. I hate Steve. But after reasoning with him for a bit, it makes me feel better. I'm in a dark place and I'm not okay. I'm trying to find out why am I not Okay. Is it something in my life? Everything in my life? Am I a psychopath, sociopath or even a narcissist? The crippling feeling of going nowhere in life? I don't know. I don't need anyone to solve my problems. I just need people to care.

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πŸŽ‰ Last pyramid of the year! This is the accurate visual representation of my 2017; without the support from the friends, I would have died. Lol. On to a better 2018! @kosmoscheerleading

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✈️ We all need a self portrait from above. Safety not garunteed.

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πŸ“£ Probably one of the better lib caught on photo. Thanks friends!

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✈️ There is a certain fear that comes with flying the drone. Especially when it loses signal/ beeping insanely due to low battery/ close to a tree or anything at all/ out of sight/ drifting in the wind.

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πŸŽ‰ Expectations vs Reality (swipe left) of film making. Reinforcing YouTube 101: If you are not filming it, you don't need it. And in this case, pants.
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πŸ“Έ: @andysmagic

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πŸ’Έ I kind of ruin it for everyone when I reveal the price.

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πŸš₯ All these lights and you still cannot see us out together. Or something like that. Idk. I'm so bad at this pun thing. Sorry.

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🎠 Met this guy in BMT. Can't believe he is still tolerating my shit.
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πŸ“Έ: @cherylaliciachua

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🎑 Can't wait to go back to the carnival and this time is with the squad.
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#marinabaycarnival #prumbcarnival

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πŸŽͺ Can't wait to be back for more fun stuff! Open Jio to @agul123.
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#marinabaycarnival #prumbcarnival

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πŸŽ„ Awesome night out just doing nothing.
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#christmasatgardensbythebay #christmaswonderland2017

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πŸ₯” Love the ring effect in the eyes when using the new ring light. Can't wait to use it in the future monologues on the vlog channel and @bklpro!
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Ps: This photo is heavily #vscocam -ed and #meitupic -ed, if not I'll look like a potato. And cause why not. Haha.

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β˜ƒοΈ Thanks friends for the Christmas stunts!

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🐳 Where there is a WHALE, there is a way. If there is a chance in a million that you can do something, anything, to keep what you want from ending, DO IT. Pry the door open or, if need be, wedge your foot in that door and keep it open. - Pauline Kael
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Whatever it takes.

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✈️ Get me out of here. I’m not sure whether I need a getaway or an immigration. #jasperpls
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Nothing could be focused on. Nothing got done. Nothing could be done. A lot of β€˜what ifs’. Lots of masks. Lots of lies and games. Wanna say β€˜get me out of here’ but where can you get me to lessen this blow?

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πŸ‡―πŸ‡΅ Thanks friends, you made my hell week a lot better.
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I still don't think this job is for me just because the way I'm wired. I can't just make friends and just let it go like that. On the plus side, I've gain crazy amount of friends in Japan. So... I won't die if I ever get stucked in Japan? Haha.

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πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡² Send me back to US of the A! Haven't got enough of the city!
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The Jap kids job have taken a toll on me. I'm not a very emotionally invested person in my everyday life. To bring the kids around, I need to emotionally invested to care for and bring them around. But after we have built a relationship and the day have ended, we will probably never meet each other again due to communication barrier. It is a fun and awesome job to begin with, I'm probably gonna do it till I'm broken down emotionally. With all said, I really enjoyed myself :)
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ζ₯½γ—い一ζ—₯γ‚γ‚ŠγŒγ¨γ†! @cycad_s @hinata_219 @mmmittt @watasumi_410 @noemie_yk

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πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡² At the end of the day, work for your dreams to make your dream work.
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I still have got so many videos for the New York trip I want to push out! I just need to find the time to edit...

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πŸ“· As you can see from exhibit A, I'm awkwardly dead squeezed in the center.
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This will be a weekly affair for the rest of November! Awesome!

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🎑 At the end of the day, everything is based on choice. Choice to let go of your fears, choice to take a leap of faith, choice to let someone get close. You'll constantly need to go round and round making these choices but nonetheless, only you can disregard everything and make those choices yourself.
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More Jap kids job coming in! Cant wait for those challenges!

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πŸ—½ Stay strong New York.
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#prayfornewyork

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🐳 There is just something different from working alone and with friends. Although it's just a bit but let's make the most out of it πŸ˜‰

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πŸ‡ΈπŸ‡¬ Awesome adventure last week around town. It's time for some rest and then work on the unfinished edits from New York!
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Do not expect anything from anyone in life. Give your everything and if anything reciprocates, it's a bonus! Take it easy and lose control, thats how you discover something amazing 100% of the time!

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πŸ“Έ We need to start bringing the Japanese kids to hit more hipster spots in Singapore.

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πŸ™ One week ago we prayed for a job, this week we got an awesome job way way way out of our imagination. #tyj
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Learnt a lot from the Jap kids about their culture and realised that there are still so much in our little island to explore!
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γ‚γ‚ŠγŒγ¨γ†γ€η₯žγ―η₯η¦γ—ます

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πŸ“· Stepped tourist with the tourist today.
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2/3 of the Japanese kids tour is on going and I'm still not sick of this job yet, that's a first πŸ˜‚
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PS: I've no idea what is this girl running from.

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πŸ‡―πŸ‡΅ Hanging out at Chinatown with the Japanese kids.
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Higher pay, fun experience, sounds like an awesome job to me!

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✈️ Missed flying the drone. Let’s do it later.

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🎨 PSA: Jasper has no idea what he is doing most of the time. He is always doing things the best way he know how to keep everything afloat, doing what needs to be done.

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