💄Future Makeup Artist💄TKBB😇 Snap: cupcake_334 Single 🔓
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Please Read.. I haven't posted something like this is a while...I honestly don't know what to do. I'm so tired of feeling so bad about myself. Seeing all of these gorgeous girls hurt me so bad, because I can't look like them, or have a body like them. I put a full face of makeup on everyday, not only cause I love it, but also because it makes me feel better about myself. I wanna love myself but it just seems like I can't. It gets to the point where I feel like no guy is ever gonna love me. Yes, I know I'm still young but I don't know how it feels to be loved by a guy. Every time I have happy thoughts something bad always gets in the way. My mind tells me, I gotta have a skinny body, I have to have straight pearly white teeth, I have to lower down the amount of calories I eat. Like I just wanna get help. I want someone to understand and care about me. I feel so alone. I just wish it will get better. My life ain't perfect like some people think it is. No ones life is perfect. Everyone hurts sometime in their life.