Ḱεη∂@ʟʟ & Kira SD🐾

Just a girl with a defective head😅 Kira in home SD💚🔴

https://www.facebook.com/kiras.kloset4pups/

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muerto para mi.

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'Its in the eyes, it's always in the eyes'

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Most wanted birffday present was really for my dog😊 lol now we have matching Carhartt coats!!
#carhartt #chorecoats #coldweatherready #thanksmom

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Seven days, seven photos in black and white of your everyday life. No explanation, no people, challenge a friend to join every day.
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I challenge @gsnell07

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Seven days, seven photos in black and white of your everyday life. No explanation, no people, challenge a friend to join every day.
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I challenge @kc_wilson6

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TW:
I can't keep doing this bullshit. Nothing I do ever works out or helps anymore. Meds just mess me up more. My SDiT washed out. I'm always alone. I have no one anymore, no one checks in on me. My best friend is states away with an entire new life I wish I could be in more. Most of my family is not understanding at all. Which some I can't blame because no one understands unless you've literally been in that person's shoes. I had to move out of my parents home bc how awful they were to my health. I'm in debt for medical bills that were a complete waste. I can't do anything anymore I don't want to do anything anymore. Nothing is good anymore. I have no hope, no desire to wake every morning. There is no purpose for me. I am never happy. I try to be. I really do. But everything just gets worse and worse in my head and around me. When I first started the doctor shit. Nothing has changed. "You have to let them help you" yeah well I have had 4 counselors, therapists, pyschiatrists, and all it does has made matters worse. I just want to be half ass okay again and forget all the trauma and feel something anything other than this. Because I can't do this anymore. I wish you understood. I just need help right now. But you can't ask for help unless you want people to think you want attention. So I keep my mouth shut and shut out the world. 'No one really cares anyway do they'. I have wanted to kill myself. Shitload of times. The thing that always scared me is what happens after you die? Do you just vanish? Do you have an afterlife? I have always mostly wanted to do is just vanish and be nonexistant as in my life never happened. And that I could just disappear. No pain. Always want that one person to remember me tho. But I don't want to cause anyone else anymore pain. I'm a failure and I am nothing and I am "not worth it". No one is even going to read this. More than likely my older sister and I'm going to get a text message later about needing to delete it. But I don't really care what people think anymore. I don't really care about anything. In a little over a week I am going to be turning 20 years old and I still feel like a 16 year old. Living in the past. What I want

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My heart is breaking. I have had to wash my SDiT Kira from PA work due to her attaining generalized anxiety of certain flooring and becoming hypervigilant. She is still a SD but will have to be an at home SD for now. I am going to hopefully be going through an organization and will be getting a fully trained program SD as soon as possible. Probably around a year. I know money is tight with everyone and myself; if anyone could please even donate $5 or even please share my YouCaring link that would be so amazing. Thanks everyone

Here's my YouCaring link:
https://www.youcaring.com/kendall-987175

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Such a pretty girly💕

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My gorgeous ponies😍

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This is my life😂😭💩

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Mommy daughter dog chariot walk today😂💕

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Service Dogs aren't always all work and no play 😂, they get to be regular puppers toos and have some fun💕 She always gets extremely happy after she poops😂😂

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"Oh my gosh moooommmmmm just play with meeee"-Kira to Katie😂💕

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Always a good pupper at the table

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