existential crisis engage

the past is irrelevant my darlings, and the future is all but unknown, but the present...is forevermore.

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im finding that moving has helped me deal with a lot of things i've been struggling with and given me the space to grow and to breathe and im v happy about that. or maybe it's just bc i just started rupaul's drag race. y'know just pick one

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i moved to new york! 🗽 i also got lost but that's another story. it only matters bc i got lost in new york. {p.c.}

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thank you and good night henry w. grady high school 🎓❤️

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i love my mommy so friggin much. like she's literally me but everything i could want to be and more. imma make you proud one day mama i swear. happy mother's day 💕👑

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prom was not like any of those high schools in disney channel movies, but still enjoyable

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my heart aches that les mis is over. what a fantastic show and an even better cast and crew. thanks for a breathtaking 4 years in the theatre department ❤️

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good lighting + bomb people = perfection ❤️

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christmas 2016 was cool until joan rivers started tweeting from the grave and george michaels died. merry christmas folks! 🎄❤️

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turned 17 years old today and i just kept thinking "wow. im so lucky i got to be here right now living this moment" every second of my life has been influential and carved me into the person i stand (or squat) before you today. thank you my loves for being there for this journey🌙❤️

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my mood bc this week is finally over and i don't have to deal with anything or anybody #wheregraduationat

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if you allow yourself to listen to your heart you will rid yourself of what you think matters. you will always know where you are

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i am beyond happy and honored to have been apart of this amazing cast. my heart belongs to each and every one of them❤️ this has been southern gothic chamber theater

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this was our entire night and i loved every bit of it💙 #hoco#co2017 we slayyyyeeeddd

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i adore my girls💕

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i had my first pride festival today and couldn't have been happier around people who are proud to be themselves #loveislove #lgbtq

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i know it happened a week ago but i got to see my other half perform at music midtown and ive never been so carefree in my life💕

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i love my girls so much❤️honestly can't (won't) imagine life without them. LETS RUN SENIOR YEAR👑🎓1️⃣7️⃣

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barely even a month into school and im already ready to graduate🙄#oldpic #classof2017

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freshman friday was a success 👑😈

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distortion🌙 {the lipstick smear was a creative choice}

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ive spent half of my life rethinking my life. and i can honestly say i regret most of it. but there are some things i wouldn't ever change. and im proud of those things. but everything else is just...the mess i call my life #oldpic #anothernight

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i think a lot about how our world is so visually pretty but how underneath that there is so much bad that happens. #inmyfeelings #oneofthosenights

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y'know how you open your front camera and you're ugly? well i did it and i was kinda feeling this❤️😌

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went to see wicked with this beauty yesterday💚

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we tried so hard not to cry yesterday at graduation. mariah i will miss you so much. you were the best friend a girl could ask for. my heart literally breaks to see you go. you will forever be my theater shade buddy. i am so proud of you boo. ❤️🎓🎭 #theatershade

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SHE DID IT! MY BEST FRIEND GRADUATED. DESPITE THESE TRIFLING GIRLS, MESSY TEACHERS, AND BOY DRAMA. MY BABE GRADUATED AND SHE ISN'T GIVING ONE SINGLE CARE ABOUT ANYTHING. I LOVE YOU AND IM SO PROUD OF YOU. YOU MADE MY THREE YEARS OF HIGH SCHOOL THE BEST THREE YEARS OF MY ENTIRE LIFE. YOU DID IT! #classof2016 🎓❤️💁🏽

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today i saw my brother (who most of you don't know i have) before he leaves for the navy tomorrow morning. kendall i love you so much it's indescribable. we fought so much and argued but none of those memories are what i will remember you by. ill remember you for you bringing me cupcakes to my school for my birthday, or watching old south parks episodes with me, and for all of the small but big things you did for me. i hope you enjoy this journey you're about to embark on. i love you ya bald headed ugly boy. (please ignore my hair. it's braided up)

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i really, really, really, really don't want her to go. #classof2016

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i actually do not even know what to do with myself right now.

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