beauty sweetie love to see the feet baby please im kisses you
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a lot of things are “wrong” with this photo — closed eyes, no pants, water bottle claw hand (gotta stay hydrated surfin the web). but i’m posting it anyway bc it’s happy and honest and i want to see more of that online. plus i’ve been looking way too attractive in recent pics and i gotta stay humble!!!!!!!!!
i’ve always struggled with my mental health, but for a year* now, i’ve felt completely enveloped in the fog. i keep thinking it’ll dissipate (like it always does) and until then i’ve just got to “hang in there.” in the interim, i’m less and less motivated and finding the funny in anything is increasingly difficult, which wouldn’t be a big deal except that it’s my job (and coping mechanism.) it’s like i’m watching my life pass me by as an apathetic spectator. i can hardly remember anything from the past year, good or bad. it’s simultaneously frustrating and exhausting. i am tired of just surviving, i want to thrive. so while i’m trying to figure out how to make that happen, i wanted to thank you for believing in me, supporting me and being patient with me even when i’m posting emo shit like this (or more likely, not posting at all.) even though i hate talking about it, if sharing this can help even one of you feel less alone then hell yeah. let’s all be fucked up together
to those saying my captions are “so extra,” here is a very chill one for you: i took this last year between rainstorms from a covered bridge after listening to bon iver who, coincidentally, have a song called “flume” which is ‘coincidental’ since this was taken outside the flume gorge in NH and furthermore this has all been one sentence