myckidy (@myckidy)

myckidy

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The pillow that was with my mom until the end. It's been a shit day, the fifth mother's day without her. I don't get how this is supposed to get better. my head hurts from the crying and my heart hurts from her not being here. This isn't the fun rollercoaster from Parenthood. 2017

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I wore my shirt inside out today. 5-11-17

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First hot day of the year and I look like this. Awesome. #beetred #2017 #sweat #phew #83

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Stages of grief. 2017

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Because end of April '17

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Smize 2017

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The maker of invisible rainbows.

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Bussing in PDX

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Migraine subsided so far. Hair is graying and smells like frangipani.

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Migraine day 3 behind my right eye. Brand new fluorescent bulbs at work. Time to wear my sunglasses at work and look like my dad. Fuck that.

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Closet at 915 ish

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Slurpee forever

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Winter 2016

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Peek-a-boo the start of winter 2016

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Near my bus stop on 5th and Columbia #election2016 #aftermath that's just a small piece and it has been scrubbed at. My thing is I don't want to see his name everywhere, I feel that gives him more power and makes me more upset. But maybe the latter is the point. But it's not the kind of upset that does anything good, it's tears, gut discomfort, anxiety and exhaustion.

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Election night 11-8-16 also a #motherlessdaughters meeting.

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Putting birthday number 45 into the shower and into bed. #birthday #45 #2016 #october #libra

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I dressed up a lite and then had to dress down, comfort over cute is my motto I think.

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The closest I can get to time with my mom and my cat on the day before 45. #grief #birthdays #45 #motherlessdaughters #orphan #babycat😻 #tomorrow

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This is the day before 45 with Clarendon filter.

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The face of grief. 3 years and 7ish months in the making. #motherlessdaughters

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Sleepy at work but not sleeping.

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Part of my morning transit.

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I remember when a friend lived in that building and it was dirt cheap. Now it's too fancy for me. If they only knew what went down in there in the 80s.

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Before the adventure. I like the blue.

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Grief isn't pretty, reliving it years later is even uglier.

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