I HAVE A BF DON'T ASK FOR NUDES/MORE BODY CHECKS 5'4"🚺17 HW:115lbs SW:105 CW:100 LW:94lbs GW:95lbs UGW:90lbs EDNOS/BDD self diagnosed
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Body checks 12/11/17 about 1pm
All i’ve had to eat today is a cup of coffee with stevia and 1 1/2 tablespoons of cream.
Part of my ED issues is freaking out when my neurotypical friends eat less than i do or skip meals altogether (mostly bc i feel guilty for eating more than them but also bc i don’t want them to get like me)
Anyway, my boyfriend is really broke and i have $1 to my name until 12/19, normally, i am able to send him up to $10 a day for snacks before and after his school day. But because i get paid so little at work, i won’t be able to do that till 12/19 and because he wont be eating as much, i will be forcing myself to eat less and hopefully i’ll lose some weight before christmas. I’m really worried about him though.
The reason i hardly post body checks is because when i first started this account, i planned on posting them all the time but i quickly learned that creeps lurk around pages like this and after being harrassed by a guy three or four times i took all my body checks down and blocked him, changing my rules and my outlook upon posting pictures of my disgusting body for everyone to look at.