With only love 🌸 Sophie Rose Official YouTube 👇🏼👇🏼👇🏼Aspiring singer// songwriter
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Don’t ever change. Finally 18 thank you to everyone who made it the best one yet as I’m definitely more than blessed to have all of you, you know who you are! These are just a few cuties here’s to gifts of happiness for everyone this year as I wish nothing less for all of you #RollsAndAll
Ya know. Life is so damn unpredictable, I know for one plans can change just like that, but they can also change back or continue to change. The biggest thing to remember is to be open to change, for your hearts sake. Always have hope, but do not expect certain things. Accept the things you cannot change and gain courage for the things that you CAN change, and the wisdom to know the difference. It’s all up to you, and I for one have taken the time to actually get to know myself and my worth, don’t ever feel selfish for doing the same thing! I want to be completely content and happy within myself until the time comes where everything makes sense and my life eventually sorts itself out as it usually does. I’m a firm believer now that whoever is meant to be in your life will always gravitate back towards you, regardless of how far they wander. Imma let life do it’s thing and I’ll continue to do my thing too. Forgiveness & love is key
I’m taking a break from all social media for awhile. Snaps still there but I won’t be looking at any stories just keeping streaks. I mentally & physically cannot do this anymore. For all reasons aside. Seeing everyone on here being so happy and positive makes me happy. But I also envy that happiness to an unhealthy state because I can’t seem to find mine within myself. I’m over these feelings that I once thought was self destruction, but really it’s how others have been treating me by there actions, or no actions at all which hurts just as equally. I’m not holding on anymore, quite frankly I’m just left with anger. Anger for people that I put my everything into, just to be left behind. Continuously. I can only handle that so many times. And to feel like that again has just shattered me as a person and all of my trust. Don’t flatter yourselves by thinking I need you in my life, because if you were meant to be there then you would be. You might’ve been special to me before, but why would I hang on to someone or something that doesn’t put in the same effort as I do. I know it sounds negative, but if you feel my words are pinching a nerve, then maybe you should think to yourselves WHY that cuts you. I won’t hold a grudge no, but certain people won’t be forgiven by just using words, it’s actions that count to me these days, and if it is genuine then I will always be willing to forgive, but I’m not going to beg anymore. I just wanted what I gave to y’all back in return. Not in favors or gifts. But with love and kindness. I’m angry that certain people think I want them so badly to be in my life, when really they should be grateful that I’m in theirs, the way I was grateful that they were in mine. At least that is my goal to feel that way anyway. You want me to move on fine. That’s exactly what I’m doing. For me and with ONLY me. I will find my happiness within myself and my music to be able to stand on my own two feet again and to receive the same love I put out, that’s all. With only love. Goodbye.
If certain people didn’t match, they wouldn’t of connected in the first place. I hope with time you realise this, and that negative times are only temporary unless you LET them be permanent. All of our decisions, all of our actions, define our own fate. We are young, we have growing to do. Some people now have to learn how to live without certain people. In order to find themselves and attract that same love back to their life. True love has a habit of coming back. If you know what you did wrong, work on it, admit it, accept it. And forgive yourself first. The rest will fall into place. I’m tired of trying for certain people that cannot seem to see what they’re choosing to do because of a temporary feeling. But you know I will always be one to forgive. I wish I could’ve spent Christmas with you. I also wish you’d understand from my perspective. But it’s not in my hands for you to understand, it is in yours. This is by far the hardest Christmas I have ever experienced. You know where I am, you know what I’m saying is true. It’s time to grow up and see what is really important. Until then, I’m moving on
This is the face of a woman who has given up. Who has felt too much and let the truth become too much. It’s okay to cry your eyes out like I have. It’s okay to feel lost. It’s okay to feel heartbroken. But it’s not okay to give up. But I have. Temporarily. It’s okay to feel like nothing will ever be great again. Only if you pick yourself up again eventually. It’s okay to be so low that you don’t see a way out. Let it hurt, with every part of your body. Then let it go. Do not rush yourself. Because with time we heal. It’s time for me to let go and be M.I.A for a little while in order to work on myself and learn to love myself again. Thank you for all of your support and endless love. Goodbye for now, but not forever.
Looks like I’m spending Xmas by myself in the big city this year ♀️ as sad as that sounds I think I prefer it that way. Please PLEASE be thankful that you have the opportunity to spend this special time with family and loved ones, or friends who have welcomed you as one of their own. Merry Christmas everyone, and have a wonderful new year
Sometimes we have to face the choice of what is right and what is easy. The little fights are temporary, the happiness? That will last a lifetime. I’ve got self building to do, you do too. But I’m not giving up, and you’re not going to either. Our disagreements are purely that. Disagreements. Not a giant negative realm to be stuck in for eternity. Sometimes it’s not easy, but sometimes it’s worth it when it gets a little difficult, to come through the other side even stronger and even happier by working through it.