WELL FUCK YOU TOO THEN™

🇮🇩ardiniyanti/hope🇮🇩 HAPA MULATTX NATIVE PROUD ✊🏽; BKLYN MODEL-ARTIST-WRITER-MUSICIAN-BRUJA ; TENDER🖤⚒NIHILIST ; PRSNL BLAG

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got 99 problems and they all bitches
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got 99 bitches and they all problems
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#wigs #fashion #mannequins #mannequinheads #surreal #wha #wigstore #downtownbrooklyn #brooklyn #newyorkcity #newyork #newyorker #creepy

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my mantra lately has been "when in doubt, cook shit"
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on my domestic shit again and pulled out ma's old banana bread recipe (with a twist) 🍌🍞
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(the bundt banana bread has Nutella filling)
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#banananutbread #baking #recipes #oldrecipes #familyrecipe #bread #banana #cloverhoney #pecans #lavender #chamomile #bundt #nutella #sweettooth

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when bae got ET fingers but u love em anyway
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#friends #bestfriends #soulmates #longdistance #ET #videochat #jungo

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it's Sunday mudderfuckers donut bother me 🍩👑🖕🏽
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/thank u @yehudablum for your artistic mind that notices when the lighting is just perfect to make even me stuffing a donut into my face mindlessly look good 😘
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#sunday #donut #myroom #donutgram #instagood #model #sugarrush #model #lazysunday #brooklyn #newyorkcity #newyork #sheepsheadbay #brooklynbay #winterafternoon #nakeddonut #imdone #thankuvmuch

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found a dead bird skeleton AND a dying butterfly on the sidewalk on the way home and maybe couldn't resist bringing both back with me feels like Christmas morning 💀
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#trashgold #deadbird #butterfly #onmywalk #whilewalking #sidewalkfind #fashion #aesthetics #looks #fallwear #streetfashion #model #timberland #taxidermyjewelry #newyorker #newyorkcity #brooklyn #sheepsheadbay #bingo

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me, one of those "sad girls with daddy issues" that acquaintances that have been around long enough to know me and still be nice enough to notice shake their heads at solemnly to the tune of "bless her lil ole heart" -
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one of those kids that all my friend's parent's heave a long sigh at, thinking gratefully "somebody's daughter- thank god not my own"
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because I think people can smell the putrid stench of failure, abandon, desperation... crazy; because within one glance through a pair of dead eyes most come to the palpable consensus that I'll always be on the outs, the fringe;
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in elementary school they always told us our brains were like gates or doors or windows; i wasn't a pretty or popular kid and I've always thought of mine more fit as a coffin
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I don't have wanderlust ; I roam because I have an inherited knack for getting kicked and pushed out of places; I wander when I've outgrown my welcome or abandoned the ideal that I'll ever feel any ounce less impenetrably alone; if I'm a rootless seed it's because I have been abandoned by every person ever obligated by blood to love me (who isn't dead yet) and I am a sick, sick fuck with mountains of inherited problems and genetic fuck-all heavier than my eyeliner, daddy issues, or whatever weight being agedly attractive brings to the table;
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so here I am, another soulless savage and holy rollin heretic; another sad freak falling off the fringe and flailing in the fire; take it or leave it
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(leave it)
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photo by @orlandoasson ; dress by @lejunee ; earrings by @softgothbodyrocks ; decorated corpse by @that808tho
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#writersofinstagram #writersofig #introspective #content #writing #portrait #me #selfdeprecation #identitycrisis #methodactingbutaswho #model #sanity #insanity #blackandwhite #looks #style #aesthetics #fashion #nycmodel #brooklyn #hapa #flailing #failing #ohhereitcomes #ohboy #ohboy #hereitcomes #expression #modelsofig #modelsofinstagram #fuckoff

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today I feel like shit and the world is a bad, bad place so here's a throwback sexy picture with no motivational accoutrements, garnishes, or fun YouTube links with relevant lyrics ; stay thirsty my friends
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📸 @100michaelsmith ; do not repost without permission
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#model #travelingmodel #florida #orlando #newyorkmodels #thick #thickmodel #thickthighs #curvy #curvymodel #alt #altmodel #alternative #natural #naturalmodel #hairy #hairymodel #hapa #mixedrace #instagood #socialenvy #tattooed #tattooedbabes #modelsofig #modelsofinstagram #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #andmymentalillness #arekillingme #slowly #doesanyonereadthesehashtags

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in case you wanted to practice yr bboy skills rn the manhattan-bound q train is a fucking ghostship (I love these tiny New York miracles)
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#train #subway #qtrain #newyorker #lonelygram #newyorkcity #newyork #brooklyn #brooklynbay #moodygram

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baby's day out // toys in babeland
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#baby #dream #babydream #whatever

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today is the first day this year that winter slapped us with its dick so I'm glad this hotel comes w complimentary spongebob
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#hotel #spongebob #life #adventures #tattoos #tattooed #buttonup #blackkneehighs #kneehighsocks #riskybusiness #legs #furryhat #brooklyn #brooklynbay #sheepsheadbay #newyorkcity #newyork

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egg in the hole French toast with cinnamon and honey
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#brekkygram #foodstagram #funrecipes

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conflicting theories

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today I went to a gastroenterologist for the first time and told him about my guts; this is a photo in celebration not only of #humpday , but also of the fact that I went to the doctor in the first place finally, said "diarrhea" like five times without laughing, remembered to use the word "gas" in lieu of "farts", and on top of that didn't bite anyone (if u know me personally- this is a slew of impressive accolades) let's see if I can keep up the streak when I go in to have a camera shoved down my throat next week 🙏🏽🤞🏽🙏🏽
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#welliguessthisisgrowingup
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📸 by @orlandoasson 🖤
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#model #blackandwhite #onesiegamestrong #mesh #fishnet #bodysuit #nycmodel #tattoos #tattooedmodel #inkedmodel #altmodel #alternativemodel #thick #curvy #slimthick #modelsofig #modelsofinstagram #socialenvy #citizen #modelcitizen #brooklynmodel #blackandwhitephotography #bushwick #brooklyn #newyorker #newyork #newyorkcity

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